Currently listening to: Wonderland by Caravan Palace (I am wondering if anyone noticed that my favourite band is Caravan Palace) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am feeling super motivated today. I had a nice breakfast and now I can work on my upcoming exam. I hate to study for this exam ...
Currently listening to: Dusty House Mix by Caravan Palace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To be honest, I forgot what I was doing the whole day. I was pretty tired after yesterday's gym session. Today, I went to the gym again, studied a little bit and cooked dinner. I guess that's it. ...
Currently listening to: Spellbound by Siouxsie and the Banshees ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I recovered from yesterday's events. I chatted a little bit with my favourite person about music. I want to talk to him, but I am too tired to do so. I might talk with him soon. Today ...
Currently listening to: nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW: Suicidal thoughs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am currently writing this past midnight on my notes app. I don't want to live anymore. I don't have anything to live for. I am just a burden to the people I love. It's the best for them, if they ...
Currently listening to: One Hundred Years by The Cure ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Potential TW: Suicidal thoughts, internalised ableism ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am feeling down lately. Mainly because I feel confused about a relationship with someone important to me. ...
Currently listening to: nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My period pain is gone, everyone! I celebrate it tomorrow by going on a hike with some friends. Nah, just kidding. We planned this hike for a while. I am looking forward to this hike. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mental health: I haven't noticed an...
Currently listening to: Sacrifice by London After Midnight ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am back, everyone! Hello! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My period pain is killing me. Well, not literally, but it makes my depression worse than before. I feel worse about myself, a...
Currently listening to: Peeping Tom by Jamie Berry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I will write my math exam on Tuesday and I am so fucking scared of it. I was thinking about writing the exam on the second day, but in the end, I need to write the exam. I have my three tries left. Therefore I...
Currently listening to: Monster High Fright Song ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Again, a short entry. This week I will be so busy with my exam I take in eight days. I have made some good progress with my notes and my exercises so far. I feel super nervous. It's crazy! This will be a tough we...
Currently listening to: nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am back! Last week, I visited my parents, and over the last few days, I couldn't write an entry because I was extremely busy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The question remains: What have I been doing all this time? I went to a party with some f...
Currently listening to: nothing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Short entry for today. I currently have a fever. It's such an annoying feeling. I was planning to read a book. I wonder if I can actually manage it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mental health: Still good. I miss my favourite person. I am glad we co...
Currently listening to: Lost in the Rhythm by Jamie Berry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I passed my English exam! I guess that's almost it for today. I have nothing special to say. I worked on my painting, had my usual study session and read my current book, Iron widow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~...