Today is the day BF gets on a plane to come home to me! I don't know how I am supposed to get any work done knowing that he is coming home. he arrives at 6 AM tomorrow. I plan on picking him up at the airport and then our plan is to go to brunch and then head to our airbnb. I think it is going to be...
Trying to write a fairly short and sweet journal today. Two days until BF comes home, I could not be more excited! Although aside from not being able to be together physically, it is kind of as if he has never left because we talk on the phone so much. We talk on my drive to work and on my drive h...
I have honestly been struggling to journal today. For one, I keep getting dragged away by work things and by the time I come back to it I have changed what I want to say. And I have just had a lot of feelings lately that I am just struggling to put into words. I broke down in tears last night from...
Still exhausted every day. Hoping that will turn around once I am actually living in my new apartment. I think life can relax a bit once bf is home. He is quite possibly the sweetest person I have ever met. I mentioned to him that I had been feeling burnt out and he wanted to do something about it e...
I find that I am typically more anxious for certain situations than they ever require. I think I have a very bad case of imposter syndrome in which I never think any of the work I put in is enough. I have a bunch of sales on the go at the moment and have made more sales than a lot of the rest of the...
So after the other apartment fell through (the woman renting it is apparently in real estate but she appears to have just ghosted me). My boyfriend took his turn looking for places and we widened our search to include basement apartments. We found a place that will cost us a fraction of what the oth...
Unfortunately things are just not going as planned for me at the moment. The apartment I have been trying to rent seems to have fallen through. I am exhausted 24/7. I am having a flare up of my chronic muscular disease which has left me so tired yet unable to sleep. There is a constant aching pain b...
Yesterday was a big day! I saw the apartment and it was perfect. We have decided to take it if the landlords will have us. I am actually kind of hoping that we can become friends with the landlords, they are around our age. It is really great that we've found this place because we just found out t...
Going to see what will hopefully be my new apartment today! Super excited. The viewing is at 2:30 and my manager has given me permission to take a bit of a half day, which I really need to be quite honest. All the driving I do is exhausting and looking for an apartment has also been quite tiresome, ...
I am completely exhausted today. I had to fight the urge to fall asleep with every second of my drive to work this morning. Which is not ideal because my drive to work is an hour and bit away. I called my boyfriend to try and talk the whole way to work to keep me awake. Even now sitting at my desk d...
It's been a few days since I've journaled. I am currently waiting to hear back whether or not I got an apartment. Fingers crossed that I did because I am in love with that place. The kitchen is huge and it is nice and bright. I can really picture my life there. I am working my way towards meetin...
Big day today, hoping to sell a boat which would be huge! Also waiting to hear back whether or not my boyfriend and I got the apartment we applied for. Would be great to get it because that would mean he would come home early. I miss him so much, I cannot wait to see him again. I've also got a docto...