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Masters of Manipulation, Coercion, And Twisting the Truth

I no longer see a psychiatrist, one because my mental health is doing really well, but also because they are awful and I don't trust them. I was reading through my medical records, my notes from my last psychiatrist. And oh my God, these people are MASTERS of either taking something I said and twist...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 10, 2025

Good Day Today

Today has been pretty good, pretty chill. I talked with some friends, I ordered a knife set for my kitchen as I am working on finding an apartment to move into. I have to make a few phone calls today. I learned how to make grilled ham and cheese in the airy fryer!!!! That is pretty amazing, it was...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 9, 2025

Rant/Vent Post Upcoming Autism Evaluation

Okay I am going to do a vent/rant post today. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shouldn't have to prove to people that I have severe ADHD. I am getting tested for autism at the end of this month and I am so nervous. I am so nervous bec...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 8, 2025

ADHD sucks, it's not cute and it's not fun and it most certainly is not a superpower

I just can't seem to understand why some people act like having ADHD or autism is a superpower, it certainly doesn't feel like it. This is the main reason I deleted my TikTok account a while back and am never joining again. All of the glamorizing of learning disabilities, mental illnesses, and more....

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 8, 2025

Feeling Better Today

I FINALLY got some decent sleep last night with this flu/cold going on. And I feel better today. Doing lots of heat therapy, heating pad on my chest and sinuses to keep from getting an infection. I have a meeting with this person who is going to match me with a roommate and help me meet with them a ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 7, 2025

Air Fryer, Medical Records, and Sickness Recovery

I am losing weight, which is not good. I have been sick, very sick, so it is really hard to eat because I am weak but also my throat hurts so there is not much I can eat without it hurting. So I am going to meet with my dietitian on Monday, I had stopped seeing her since I didn't need to anymore but...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 6, 2025

This Week Has Been CRAZY

This week has been on HELL of a crazy roller coaster ride. and everyone I talk to has been having just as crazy of a week. I wonder what's up. Maybe the alignment of the stars or something in the air. But honestly it turned out okay. I am going to buy a phone next month and start my new phone plan...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 5, 2025

Today is AWFUL🤒😷

I am sick so so sick. Every time I breathe everything hurts my throat hurts like hell my head is pounding and I am so weak and achy. To add onto it I just found out I deactivated my old phone number for no reason. I thought that I could switch carriers but I can't until this phone is unlocked whic...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 5, 2025

Struck Down by the Cold but Not Defeated

I had my suspicions this morning when my "allergies" were really bad. But yep I have a cold. And what a perfect day to get a cold. 4th of July...yay.... But today has still been great, got some food from the cookout. And I'm going to walk down to the river later to watch the fireworks show they ar...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 4, 2025

Celebrating Personal Freedom this 4th of July

It has been five years. Five long years trapped in those mental hospitals. Mistreated by narcissistic nurses and egotistical doctors. They tried to break me down so they could make me what they wanted, the tried to sedate and force all of the color and light out of my soul. But they failed. Psychi...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - July 4, 2025