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TATTOO PLANNING!!!!

I know I just wrote an entry but I am so excited about this. I am planning and budgeting hardcore to get a tattoo done either in December or January!!! I will have to give up seeing Demon Slayer Infinity castle in movie theaters. But since my Occupational therapist is going to help me get a mobility...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 14, 2025

Winter Mouse Fright!!!

Listen I don't hate mice. They are actually quite adorable looking to me. And I honestly feel bad because its getting colder outside so they are just trying to stay warm and survive. But when they scurry so fast it freaks me out. 😭 I would not be scared of them if they didn't dart around so fast. I ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 14, 2025

My Deepest Insecurity/Trauma Journaling

I went grocery shopping this morning and was completely wiped out the rest of the day. Now it's almost 12am and I am still unable to sleep because of two reasons. First, I'm in pain, and second, I'm anxious about tomorrow. I am so screwed. I shouldn't have gone grocery shopping today (Monday) when ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 13, 2025

Rainy Bleh Day

I went grocery shopping this morning, was barely able to get home at 11am, put my groceries away, and collapse in bed. I slept from like 11:30am to 2:30pm. I am still recovering which is crazy. I have my physical therapy intake tomorrow and am prepared for that. I have my bag packed, extra light. I ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 13, 2025

Soluna Day

I am starting a new tradition for myself, I am going to call it Soluna day. Once every week, this is my second or third week of this tradition I think. It has been very good for my mental health and overall happiness. Soluna day is my reclaiming of sunday. Every sunday, I will be celebrating Soluna...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 12, 2025

Mystery Condition

My health is so crazy, I feel like I am trying to solve a mystery but the clues don't make sense and the ones who are supposed to understand what the clues mean are too lazy to look past one glance, and they are also clueless. I will be seeing a G.I Doctor this money to ask for anti-nausea medicati...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 8, 2025

What I've Learned/Personal Growth Over The Past Few Months

It's been a rough few months, with my health declining physically and having a lot of trauma and grief surfacing to work through. But I have made two amazing friends, I have rebuilt my relationship with my parents, I am learning, adapting. Now that I have words for my struggles, the disabilities I h...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 22, 2025

Health Has Been Declining

Hey, it's been a while since I have written an entry. It's been hard to keep up with things with my health declining. I did start therapy again for mental health recently, then I discharged myself because the company my therapist is through gave me problems about having access to MY OWN records. Bec...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 17, 2025

I'm Losing My Ability To Mask and I'm Not Sure If I am Happy About That

I was diagnosed with ADHD earlier this year, which led me to seek out an evaluation for autism. I was officially diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder last week. When I was diagnosed with ADHD though, I think I began learning to unmask. Not even on purpose entirely but I also found a lot of online...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 6, 2025

I hope they actually suffer in h*ll for an eternity

TRIGGER WARNING: MEDICAL TRAUMA, ABUSE IN HOSPITALS, NO DESCRIPTIONS OR DETAILS BUT I DO TALK ABOUT ABUSE IN THE MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM SPECIFICALLY MENTAL HOSPITALS This is a vent entry, I really just need to scream and be angry about everything that was done to me. You know what I was thinkin...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 5, 2025

Health Updates, Spirituality thoughts, Life :)

Okay so this entry is going to have two sections, the first is lots of medical updates/news, the second is just some thoughts and things I have been developing as a figure out my spirituality and piece together my beliefs. ----------1 MEDICAL UPDATES I have had a busy day. Had a PCP appointment l...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 3, 2025

Disabled at 22

It has been a while since I last posted, my health is continuing to decline. Me and my doctor both think there is something more than just the fibromyalgia going on so I am going to call her tomorrow. I nearly had what felt like a heat stroke after a 5 minute walk in 77 degree (ferenheight) weathe...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Sept. 1, 2025

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