Yesterday didn't have much to it tbh! I mostly just wrote on my story again and cleaned it up, but I did a fantastic job! I cleaned the toilet, mopped the living room, AND washed the dishes!! That's a win in my book! I also swept my dad's room bc I guess he's too lazy to do it himself lol. Either wa...
My bf loves me and I love him back but idk why I feel like I might be not as much as he needs, not enough I mean. Makes sense to me at least like he's all the way in Britain and I'm here, he can't hug me, kiss me, freaky with me, he can't crash in my arms after a long day, he can't have me to cry on...
9:31 PM What a week. I cannot do Unity tutorials for several hours straight anymore. On Sunday, I noticed and felt my eyes becoming weaker and blurrier the more I used Unity. Its interface for MacOS is the worst, it is not resizable, and the fonts are extremely tiny. There are a lot of issues with ...
I don't have much to write about today, it has been a very productive day and week. I am close to hopefully getting a proper diagnosis and hopefully treatment with that for whatever is going on with me. I also put in a request for reasonable accommodations to the place where I live so hopefully tha...
Hello everyone! for my first real and actual jornal entry I talk about my day. because apparently I found 700 dollars just sitting in my room for absolutely no reason! That’s right everyone! I basically found 700 dollars oddly lodged into my bed frame! now I genuinely have no idea HOW this happened...
BACK TO…THE WORKWEEK UGGHBLUGGGH My head hasn’t been properly in the game since before Christmas. On New Year’s week we only worked Monday-Tuesday, which is the perfect amount of time to try and re-orient, fail, and then go back to vacation. But now we’re back for real, so I gotta get my head back o...
Hello everyone! My name is Shroomie! To start, I started this Journal thing thanks to Habitica! It was an interesting looking site, so here we are! So to start, I am a 25-year-old Genderfluid Lesbian. If you don't care, that's fair. What I do with my life, though, is I draw art and write stories. Fo...
When I was a little girl, you’d brush my hair on your good days, and back then I didn’t understand. You hurt me, you were angry, and I know you’re sorry- I forgive you. Hold on, and bear with me through this. This isn’t about shame, this is about healing. Two things can be true at the same time. An...
Out of curiosity, I was browsing preschool/kindergarten readiness checklists. Obviously BB is not nearly there (he’s only 2 and a half), but I was curious to see how he stacks up. He actually meets a lot of the cognitive milestones. He can count to 20 (and backwards from 10). He can count objects wi...
Sometimes I think about another version of me, in another universe. A version of me who never had to feel afraid in her own home. She grew up safe, nurtured, loved. Her mother would brush her hair every night and sing to her about how beautiful and strong she is. She was never brainwashed with r...
2026 is also fucked for me. It's 2:37 am when I'm typing this. Should I be asleep right now? Yeah absolutely. But the Best way to describe what I feel right now? Hollow. Empty. Tired but not able to sleep. Tired but the tears don't stop coming. Again it's relationship stuff. Hear me out. You stay...
This is the new year, the second day of January 2026. I had never really expected to be comitted to much of anything, but I think I can do a Seven day journaling challenge. I might even make myself learn how to format it but for now we are entering a FLOW STATE One of my major goals this year is t...