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Not Me Having a PTSD Panick Attack at 10:30 at night

Yea so I said the therapy session went great, it didn't. The thing is I am just dealing with the emotions now. My therapist was EXTREMELY dismissive. I am actually going to write her an email tomorrow asking to be discharged because I don't even want to see her again. I was already in the process of...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Dec. 4, 2025

Holy Sht My Childhood Was Fcked (Me Finally realizing how severely traumatic my childhood was) (18+ Only)

I am starting to realize more and more how fucked my childhood was. I have been adamantly INSISTING that I had a good childhood. I think it was because I was so desperate to repair things with my parents. I also used the fact that my mom has changed as an excuse. Because she has. When I was a teena...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Dec. 4, 2025

Nothing worth noting-

Why tf is my b-day so weird? its trying and idfk what and why this is. I'm just tired as fuck and I don't understand why.

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Axe_Skull (Lvl. 2) - Dec. 3, 2025

Distracted by a Roguelite and the Best Anime of 2025

11:37 PM The past day and a half I've been playing this roguelite game. Roguelites are a form of rogue-likes, which is a video game genre. There was a game called Rogue released in 1980, and it had this brilliant premise of randomizing most elements of the game, so that no single playthrough is eve...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - Dec. 3, 2025

A través del tiempo (18+ Only)

Dejé este fragmento escrito el 28 de noviembre, recién ahora, 3 de diciembre, he vuelto a abrir mi computadora. ---------- Hoy he tenido serias dificultades para caminar, mucho dolor, he tenido que cojear por lo mismo. La idea de usar un bastón de vez en cuando no es mala en vista de esto. Me inquie...

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Booky_ (Lvl. 15) - Dec. 3, 2025

a failure of narrative

We had another winter storm this weekend, and this one stuck. I got to head out to catch the train at 7:10 am in 19-degree weather. Whenever I go to Starbucks in the morning, I habitually make a narrative in my head as to why there’s more or less people in the store. Today was simple. Few people in ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - Dec. 2, 2025

so about 1st December.....

yeah i know today is 2nd December but i was tired last night to post. but no fear when i am here with an update! so i basically posted over here yesterday then made myself a timetable i already know im not gonna follow, and then got ready and went to school. there is this mean girl in my class we'v...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 5) - Dec. 2, 2025

How do you stay so strong, child how do you stay so strong? (18+ Only)

"How do you stay so strong, child? how do you stay so strong? And the world falls down but we all need help sometimes, sometimes. It will pass my child, it will pass my child, Even though you're holding back tears through a smile, You will see the light after a while. There's still good in us, ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Dec. 1, 2025

i didn't sleep, im losing my minddddddd

Basically the heading says it all long story short. But i stayed up last night in hopes of talking to my adorable man, my bf eeeeee, but as luck would have it i couldn't text him bc my man was BUSY! I MEAN ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? we are in a long distance and have a bit of a time difff, almost 5 hrs. s...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 5) - Dec. 1, 2025

I had a good day!

so today was rather a better one than what i have been experiencing for awhile now. Woke up after a great slumber. my cat, who is currently injured, is healing better. He even ate some chicken when i fed him. He got a hospital visit and got an injection done too. The game i was downloading, genshi...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 5) - Dec. 1, 2025

mngwa mayhem

It’s Black Friday on Lioden. Big hype. I never cared much about Black Friday on WD. I’m f2p, and WD’s Black Friday mods have all been variants of piebald, a strictly inferior version of merle (no layering, no opacity adjustments). But over on LD, the users have paid their dues with years of pie mods...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - Nov. 30, 2025

Rant/Vent/Art Therapy Session (18+ Only)

I am sitting here in so much pain. I am so nauseous that all I have been able to get myself to eat was four gogurts (little yogurt packs). I am so tired of having to explain over and over to certain people, why can't they hear me and learn the first time. "You were fine yesterday" NO SHARON I WAS...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 30, 2025

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