4:11 AM (of Wednesday, September 27th 2023) Today (Tuesday), I woke up at around 8 AM after falling asleep at like 3 or 4 AM I think. I'm not even sure what time I fell asleep, but I'm pretty sure it was around that time, since that's the time I've been normally falling asleep lately. I woke up an...
2:47 AM My sleep schedule has been messed up for like a month now. I'm wide awake at almost 3 AM, feeling a little tired, but mostly okay. I don't know what I've been doing the past 2 years, but I've not made much progress in my life at all. Since this exact date in 2021, I've probably lost 30-40 p...
3:08 AM (of Tuesday, September 19th 2023) Today is Monday, September 18th 2023, the day after my birthday. Since I haven't written about it yet, let me go over my birthday, September 17th 2023. My birthday was pretty cool. I went to sleep at like 4 AM the night before, hours after I wrote my post ...
10:32 PM As much as I don't want to turn 30, there is nothing that I can do about it. There's nothing anyone can do about it. No matter how much we don't want to age, no matter how much we don't want to die, these things are inevitable. Of course there are ways we can slow down our biological aging...
12:47 AM (of Monday, September 11th 2023) Today is Sunday, September 10th 2023 and it was a pretty good day today. It had a lot of ups and downs, a lot of different things going on. I woke up at around 11 AM today because I fell asleep last night at like 3 or 4 AM. I don't know. I have lately been ...
4:22 AM (of Wednesday, September 6th 2023) Today is Tuesday, September 5th 2023. Yesterday (Monday) was Labor Day in the United States so we had a day off. Most of us I think. There's still always workers everywhere though, like stores are still open, I think they still ship out items and packages ...
3:44 AM (of Wednesday, September 6th 2023) Today is Sunday, September 3rd 2023. Today was just another day but I I would say it was more productive than not. I took some steps to becoming more productive and better today. Today I did some weigh lifting curls, like 3 sets of 20. I think it was like ...
12:41 AM (of Sunday, September 3rd 2023) Today is Saturday, September 2nd 2023 and it was a good day today. Yesterday (Friday) I mainly just worked again. After work, I watched a movie with Emma and she fell asleep shortly after. I played some Fortnite too. Overall a pretty boring day. I did go to ...
11:53 PM Today was a really good day. I can't say I was dissatisfied with it. Last night I fell asleep really disappointed and I cleaned up my home, ready for the next day. When I woke up the next day (today), I woke up continuing that feeling from the night before. I felt disappointed, angsty, rea...
11:18 PM If I turned off all the sounds in my home, then it just feels so empty and lifeless. I usually have some background music or show or something going on in the background as I do things to make everything feel more alive and less empty. But yeah, my very quiet home feels so empty and so hop...
918 AM My dream last night was good. It was initially about jetpacks and how people can just fly places. It was also about some game or battle or war or something, for some reason we in the jetpacks were killing each other? Or eliminating each other. And we were in teams too and knew which teams we...
12:04 AM (of Tuesday, August 29th 2023) Today is Monday, August 28th 2023. On Saturday, a few days ago, I got drunk. It was something Emma and I have been planning for a while, since like the past week. She just randomly invited me and said "you want to get fucked up this weekend?" and I was like, ...