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progress!

So i had a pretty few decent days the past days and i wanted to write them down here! so these past few days i got 2 collabs going on bandlab, am writing for both of them, rapping in both, singing in one. am super excited about that as well as there is this mini survival show type thing going on for...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Jan. 17, 2026

why can i not keep a best friend but good friends?

Okay so today i was thinking abt this situation i got myself in and i saw a pattern. thought it would help getting it out here, maybe someone can get me clarity on this matter. Basically i've had many good friend over the years up until now in my second last year of high school. I'm very social not...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Jan. 14, 2026

I called my bf today

So for anyone who has read my other entries yk i have a boyfriend. Been dating 5 months online long distance. Anyways I was missing him a lot so I called him this evening, which is around day time for him. Did he pick up? Nope. Am I anxious if he'll be mad? Yep. Why am I anxious? Idk he's chill all ...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Jan. 12, 2026

Overthinking love

My bf loves me and I love him back but idk why I feel like I might be not as much as he needs, not enough I mean. Makes sense to me at least like he's all the way in Britain and I'm here, he can't hug me, kiss me, freaky with me, he can't crash in my arms after a long day, he can't have me to cry on...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Jan. 8, 2026

Feeling hollow

2026 is also fucked for me. It's 2:37 am when I'm typing this. Should I be asleep right now? Yeah absolutely. But the Best way to describe what I feel right now? Hollow. Empty. Tired but not able to sleep. Tired but the tears don't stop coming. Again it's relationship stuff. Hear me out. You stay...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Jan. 4, 2026

I need a therapist fr rn lol

Sooo I wrote this like half an hour ago while having a breakdown and yeaaaaaa it's a bit much but I don't want to hold it in anymore. Also half way I did switch as if I was talking to bf idk why but it feels better after all that is out. I added the screenshots I mention and yea I am so fucking do...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 30, 2025

Midnight crashout

Guess what time it is rn. 01:26 am and why am I up, for my bf. Who is probably not even going to show up. And guess what. My feed, my yt feed is filled with couple shorts like couples being happy together and bs like that and it is getting on my nerves rn bc I WANNA BE WITH MY BF LIKE THAT TOO I WAN...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 28, 2025

random lore drop lol

hellooooooo my days are going calmer as 2026 is slowly approaching. today i had my night walk and had around 1100 steps done, not much but better than zero. i have a cousin sister who i am kinda silently competing with rn to see who can lose weight quicker and she hasn't lost even a lil bit. i feel ...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 27, 2025

Cats made me cry today

Oki so one of those mixed days. Everything was fine. Didn't study. I'm just upset rn as I have seen a few vids of cats struggling pop up on my feed and cats are a major soft spot for me, I've cried for like half an hour now and it still hurts. I can't imagine how people are so cruel to animals, i ha...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 23, 2025

guess who wants to cry out of frustration right now

so i have to go out of town for a wedding tomorrow for two days right. i thought a lot for it, what outfit i'll wear, stuff like that and also that i'll take my laptop to watch some lectures. the stuff which stresses and frustrates the hell out of me right now are first off i am sick, like touching ...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 20, 2025

yippeeee

so just a happy lil dairy entry (rare for me lol) I used metronomes for my walk today and in an hour got 3k steps down with varying tempos (speed in music terms bc ofc im a piano player i often talk in those terms). told my bf and he was supportive! he said i am improving and that makes me so happy...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 19, 2025

updates ;) also i need help with some stuff lol ;-;

hello beautiful people! another day another slay right? im kinda in a happy sad complicated mood rn which i don't fully understand. i did a lil bit of journaling this morning in a notebook. also gamed 30 mins in the morning before school. didn't get my steps in today as well ;-; and my bf is busy wi...

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KateIsAeRinAndKhushi (Lvl. 9) - Dec. 17, 2025

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