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Nausea and Stomach Pain, Why I Don't Like Smut Books

Woke up today in extreme pain as usual, but I am very nauseous this morning and my stomach hurts a lot. I woke up an hour early with the time change. And I took my zofran like 30 minutes ago, I take 10mg twice a day- so hopefully it will start to help soon. I was able to eat a bowl of ramen noodle....

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 3, 2025

I am Not Your Diagnosis (Creative Writing)

I have been practicing graphic design with Canva by taking lines from my poems and making laptop or phone backgrounds with them. It has been fun! I posted a few of them on Pinterest and will keep doing that I think since I am enjoying it. https://www.pinterest.com/psychiatrysurvivorvoices/ Below i...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 2, 2025

Spooky Season- Creative Writing (HAPPY HALLOWEEN)

I wrote some Halloween themed creative writing. I am going to write a journal entry later today as well hopefully (If I don't forget LOL) Spooky Season By R. C. (October 19, 2025) October is spooky season as we all know, however it also represents something much more special to me. It is a season...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 31, 2025

Only Human, Not A Machine (Poetry/creative Writing)

I’m only human. Yes I am strong and capable but I am still human. I still hurt, I still fall down, and I still struggle. No this won’t be the end of me, but I’m still only human. I am not a machine. I cannot hold the weight of everything forever. I cannot plaster on a smile for the sake of oth...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 30, 2025

Too Independent

I am starting to think I am too independent. It is hard for me to ask for help, I have always been the strong one. I have suffered and endured many horrific traumas, but still I find meaning and purpose and joy in my life. But I wrote a poem about this. Even the strongest people are still human. I...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 29, 2025

I'm Back!

A lot has been happening since I have last been on here. I start physical therapy in November, once a week for 8 weeks. I am very grateful and lucky that my insurance was willing to pay for 8 weeks. I am going to be taking some free classes Millersville University is offering at the public library! ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 29, 2025

Grief Hits When I Least Expect it

When I first came to my current apartment complex, there was an older lady living here named Rebecca. Me and her were really close, she was in her late 50s and was like a mother figure to me. (My mom is amazing, I absolutely love her, but at the time me and my parents weren't talking, this was befor...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 21, 2025

Poetry and Tattoo Plans!

I am hesitant to post my poetry on here, or anywhere for that matter. Because I do one day intend to publish them all in a book, and I am not worried about anyone here stealing them, but just them being out on the internet in general makes me uneasy because they are so important and so precious to m...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 21, 2025

What I fear The Most About Aging And Growing Old (Trauma Work Journal-Trigger Warning)

I often think, when I'm old and grey maybe 90 years old and taking my last breath, I want to be just as proud of myself (present self) as I currently (present self) am of my younger self. I look back and I am so proud of her, for surviving, for overcoming, for thriving. And I know I will be just as ...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 19, 2025

Trauma Work Journaling (Trigger Warning- Medical Trauma)

I reach a new month free from SH every 6th of each month and a new month free from psych wards every 27th of each month. I am going to be ONE YEAR SH FREE January 6th!! I am definitely going to do something to celebrate! And just as exciting, I will be ONE YEAR free from psychiatric prisons Octobe...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 17, 2025

Witty Replies To Stupid People

I decided to compile a list for myself to use when some ignorant idiot decides to be ableist or just plain ignorant and dumb. 1. "You're too young to need that (mobility aids)! "And you look too old to be this stupid but here we are 😉 😁" 2. "Everyone gets/is a little (insert symptom, condit...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 16, 2025

Overcoming Fears

I have befriended the mouse in my apartment. Not really, obviously, but I have found a way to overcome the fear. I have the mindset that it is my little friend, it peaked it's head around the corner and said good morning. I freaked out and cursed up a storm, and then apologized. I named it Speaky. A...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Oct. 15, 2025

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