I'm jittery right now. It's hard to explain what it feels like, but it's almost this vibration in my chest. It keeps me on edge. I don't know what's causing it--it's just always there. It's stressful. And I'm almost out of anxiety pills. They only help a little bit. They calm the vibration some so t...
Hola! Yo hay acabado de comier algunos pastéis y pequeños redondos de queso y en mi imaginación yo navego en imagenes del infinitos salgados en queso fundido. Las comidas rápidas certamiente son una perdición, pero nosotros en aburridos refugiamonos en iguarias acompañadas de las salsas industrial...
The weekend is finally over. I no longer have to socialize, but the anxiety is lingering for some reason. I was okay most of the day, but now I feel on edge, and I don't know why. Nothing has changed since this morning, but the worried tension keeps building like something is going to happen. I hate...
So today did not go according to plans. As if they ever do. All that work to get the house cleaned up, and almost for nothing. I ended up waking up early around 6am but feeling miserable because of this depression and fatigue. I managed to stay awake through lunch but could no longer focus on readi...
Is this really my passion?, but why does my heart yearn for another?
I'm so tired. Today was the worst day yet with my fatigue. Each day builds on the last. I have no more spoons left. I woke up a little before 6am and couldn't fall back asleep so I just got up. I was too tired to focus on anything, though. At 7am, I made some coffee when I went to make sure my son w...
I can't get anything done like this. I used to be able to start cleaning at 8am and finish the whole house by noon while taking care of a 4yo and infant. Today, I managed to make some coffee and load the dishwasher in the morning but was too tired to do anything else until I drank the coffee. Around...
I noticed the day of 2017 is just like The day of 2021! mysteries and strange 23/9/2017 23/9/2021 strange more 2+0+1+7 =10 23/9/2021 =2+3=5 =2+0+2+1=5 5+5 !!! different Not a same day! Hope from Allah gives me great Things and goals to achieve in my life.
This Sunday is my dad's birthday. He would have been 75, but unfortunately passed away unexpectedly in early June. My dad's only dying wish was that his ashes be mixed with my mom's (she died in August 2000). So my brother texts me Tuesday night to say he wants to come over on Sunday to do the mixin...
Mental illness sucks. You never know how you're going to be day to day. Especially with bipolar. You could be doing great, feeling stable and all that for weeks and then BAM, out of nowhere, you're depressed. Being manic can be scary, but at least it's usually productive. You tend to be more creativ...
It's just been one of those days when my anxiety has just been completely out of control. I can't pinpoint what's making me anxious. I mean there were things in the day I had to do to put my anxiety through the roof like mak a doctor appointment for my daughter, but that was a short period of time, ...
I made journal entries the last few days but opted not to post them publicly because they were just full of depression-fueled self-loathing and venting. Probably not the most helpful for others to read. I'm still depressed but feeling a little... less depressed? I had gotten into a disagreement w...