Today I had to wake up and go home, which is almost like a working area, since we have an urgent task which needs to be done before the folks come. I need to finish studying documentation from yesterday and I promise I'll do this. I'll book my exam and ask office manager about this little closet, w...
Thanksgiving time! (I'm still at my parents’ house. Despite getting the condo measured for carpet on November 6 and choosing carpets that were in stock, the soonest date for installation was December 8. I’ve hired movers for the end of that week, i.e., December 11. On the bright side, that means I'm...
Why does everyone have to just blow smoke up my ass and lie to me that about that I am capable at anything. Why do I always have to find out that the people I my life have no belief in me from hearing them talk about me not to me. Why were none of the previous attempts successful, why am I not alrea...
So our recollection is finally finished. Now I am ruminating everything that had happened earlier. I feel like I said something wrong, maybe I could’ve said something better. I should’ve just said what I’ve written, I shouldn’t have added more information. I overshared again. Honestly, I don’t reall...
Well, it's been four days without my meds. They should have started to work their way out of my system. I'm not sure if there's been any change. I have no idea what to tell my doctor. I thought maybe at first she was right and the mood stabilizer was the cause of the excessive restlessness and anxie...
Things I'm grateful for today: 1. Food (my dad went home on lunch and ate at home, he got us some 2 spicy chickens for each of us, and a pineapple drink. I'll do my best to treat you both someday ^^) 2. Friends ( for the shenanigans we've done. Hopefully I could meet up with them soon :)) 3. New fri...
Went up to my old apartment, new key in hand, and discovered that the locks had been changed again. At this point I ain’t even mad. It’s just a comedy of errors. I went to ask the office lady to let me into my apartment and she was very apologetic. She said that some second-floor apartments had been...
Today was a holiday (a fake holiday, as Dante would put it), but I didn’t realize until after lunch. My fault for not checking my work email sooner. HQ sends out a daily news bulletin at 9 am, which I do not read, but lack of a bulletin means it’s a day off. At around 2 pm, the power went out. Unfor...
I had another appointment today. It went well. I managed to keep my anxiety under control with the help of a pill and some mental gymnastics. My doctor thinks my extreme restlessness (I described it to my husband the other day as feeling like I have Restless Leg Syndrome but all over my body and a...
Heheheheheh here you are! I thought about you a lot today. Walking the dog out, running in the field, listening to russian songs. I didn't understand a word but I was imagining it was about us shhhhh ALSO Yeah you got me (that was close) at the ninja card game yesterday GRRRRRRR BUT I W...
WE DID IT WE CLOSED THE DEAL WE HAVE A HOME At 10 am, Dell met us at the condo for the final walkthrough. It was uneventful. That’s a good thing. The seller left us a couple of floor lamps, her toaster oven, and her microwave, which was nice of her. Shortly after we left, I got a suspicious text fr...
So, NaNoWriMo is going well. If you don't know, NaNoWriMo is National Novel Writing Month where you challenge yourself to write a 50k-word novel in 30 days. This is my 17th year participating. I've won 7 or 8 times, I think. The last time I won was in 2017 which was right before the chronic fatigue ...