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More of the Same

11:20 PM Today has been absolutely banal. It was the most normal day possible. I didn't do much. I didn't even do "that", though I feel like doing that right now, I'm forcing myself to refrain. What I'm going to do now is just re-activate my old Facebook account and explore some chats on it again, ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 52) - Sept. 27, 2021

Went to the Beach, Handed Over Apartment Keys

5:32 PM Waaaa 😭 why does everything have to end? I drove to the beach early today at around 8 AM or 9 AM, there weren't that many people there yet, so there was one or two legal parking spaces that I found, and I was able to park at a legal spot. It's really rare that there's any parking spots at ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 52) - Sept. 26, 2021

Long Day

So today did not go according to plans. As if they ever do. All that work to get the house cleaned up, and almost for nothing. I ended up waking up early around 6am but feeling miserable because of this depression and fatigue. I managed to stay awake through lunch but could no longer focus on readi...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 26, 2021

Danced Outside, Two Hour Spanish Lesson

11:02 PM I woke up this morning at around 8 AM feeling a bit groggy. I didn't have any plans for anything today, except some Spanish lessons in the evening. My morning dailies involve me going outside and walking, but I didn't want to do it in the sun and heat. So I decided to go to a store and wal...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 52) - Sept. 25, 2021

Course

Is this really my passion?, but why does my heart yearn for another?

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s_t_4_r (Lvl. 17) - Sept. 25, 2021

Bought an iPhone 13 Pro Max and More Stories

10:06 PM Does the past always feel like "the good old days"? I've just been reminiscing on those chats I viewed last night from 2015-2016. I have a direct quote on there where I said "2013-2014 were the worst years of my life" but now that those years are way long in the past, they don't seem that ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 52) - Sept. 24, 2021

Can't Wait for this Weekend to be Over

I'm so tired. Today was the worst day yet with my fatigue. Each day builds on the last. I have no more spoons left. I woke up a little before 6am and couldn't fall back asleep so I just got up. I was too tired to focus on anything, though. At 7am, I made some coffee when I went to make sure my son w...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 24, 2021

Bought a MacBook Air, Perfect Day

10:06 PM It's weird that I am in such a good mood right now, considering that just a few hours ago I was feeling pretty bad, a day ago I was feeling terrible (1/10 mood) due to private reasons which I'll write about in a private entry (and I also had to make a bunch of old entries private). A few h...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 52) - Sept. 23, 2021

Chronic Fatigue Sucks

I can't get anything done like this. I used to be able to start cleaning at 8am and finish the whole house by noon while taking care of a 4yo and infant. Today, I managed to make some coffee and load the dishwasher in the morning but was too tired to do anything else until I drank the coffee. Around...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 23, 2021

same history

I noticed the day of 2017 is just like The day of 2021! mysteries and strange 23/9/2017 23/9/2021 strange more 2+0+1+7 =10 23/9/2021 =2+3=5 =2+0+2+1=5 5+5 !!! different Not a same day! Hope from Allah gives me great Things and goals to achieve in my life.

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marshollow11 (Lvl. 10) - Sept. 23, 2021

frantic cleaning noises

This Sunday is my dad's birthday. He would have been 75, but unfortunately passed away unexpectedly in early June. My dad's only dying wish was that his ashes be mixed with my mom's (she died in August 2000). So my brother texts me Tuesday night to say he wants to come over on Sunday to do the mixin...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 22, 2021

Still Depressed

Mental illness sucks. You never know how you're going to be day to day. Especially with bipolar. You could be doing great, feeling stable and all that for weeks and then BAM, out of nowhere, you're depressed. Being manic can be scary, but at least it's usually productive. You tend to be more creativ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 21, 2021

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