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Mental Health Journey Day 6

Currently listening to: 7 Weeky & 3 Days by yungatita ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The weekend is almost over. Due to health reasons, I wasn't able to do that much. I hate it so much that I struggle with my health. However, I am slowly improving. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 18, 2025

I think I’m fully recovered from Minoxodil damage

12:42 AM In the first pair of photos, the left is from March and the right photo was taken two days ago, on Thursday. For a long time I have wanted to replicate that photo on the left from March, but my face was fucked from minoxidil damage and aging, so I couldn’t. I genuinely looked years older i...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - May 17, 2025

Dream Journal #1

Many things happened that I can't remember but a large part of my dream was about holding my breath under water while sleeping. The entire room was actually submerged in water. There was someone else there doing the same. I learned to hold my breath for up to an hour with minimal discomfort. It's li...

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Roguelike (Lvl. 8) - May 16, 2025

Just 24 more hours

10:06 PM Made it to 96 hours fasting. If I am being honest, I feel like I am dying right now. I’m so exhausted. My body hurts. I can barely move. I can barely continue typing. But at least I think I look really good right now. I uploaded this photo to several “rate my appearance” threads on RedNo...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - May 15, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 5

Another day, another day. Or something like that More like another day, another nightmare. I had a pretty weird dream. But luckily, I don't remember it anymore. I went to my lecture and took some notes. After that, I went to the supermarket to buy some coffee and some vegetables. During my bus rid...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 15, 2025

Made it to 72 hours of fasting

2:14 AM The contract I made with myself in my previous entry was to fast for 72 hours, and if I didn't, I would abandon all of my life aspirations. So it was an all-or-nothing deal, that I would basically do everything I could to last 72 hours in fasting. Well I made it, I am now 77 hours into my ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - May 15, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 4 (18+ Only)

The fourth day is a beautiful Wednesday. At least the weather in the city I live in was nice. It was warm, and I could just go out wearing a T-shirt. But my anxiety and my depression are not taking a break when the weather is nice. It never takes breaks. It's always there. It won't leave me alone. ...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 14, 2025

honse

Cirrus, the wind ancient, has been officially slated for May and a teaser image posted...and it’s a horse. It’s like 90% horse and 10% dragon. It doesn’t even have wings. I’m pretty meh on this. It’s the second ancient in a row that has been a dud for me, since I’m bleh on adult everluxes. (Big fan ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - May 14, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 3 (18+ Only)

It's the third day of my mental health journey. I had an exhausting day. I woke up to my alarm clock. After I got up, brushed my teeth and ate breakfast, I joined the Zoom call for my weekly English class. I felt unmotivated to enter it, but I am glad I managed to do it. Studying a language is some...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 13, 2025

chili oil

Around a week ago, I had a Costco tonkotsu ramen bowl for dinner. Instead of using the packet of chili oil that comes with it, I added Korean chili sauce. I left the packet of chili oil on the counter, thinking I might try it on potatoes at some point. Today, roommate got up for a ramen break. In th...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - May 12, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 2

Monday is the first day of the week. As my father would say, "How you act in the beginning is how you will act the whole time." He is trying to say that you need to start something. Consistency is the key. Today was the first day after a month when I was able to go to the gym. When I arrived at th...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 12, 2025

There is a time limit for everything, but it's also better late than never

3:59 AM So I keep breaking my fasts. I wrote in my previous entries that I would do this once and for all, just 100 hours, that's all. If I kept it up since the 8th, I would have been done by now, but I didn't. I gave up at around 48 hours in, and then gave up again after another roughly 18 hours. ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - May 12, 2025

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