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dream drop distance

Last night I dreamed I was drinking coffee. It was more bitter than my usual, but also sweeter, and it was delicious. Taste doesn’t always come through in dreams, but it did this time. Then I woke up to discover it was 6:41, nine minutes before my alarm went off. Well, time to get up. I’m glad I had...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - June 13, 2025

What I Don't Regret

11:25 PM I ran outside again today, at a more relaxed pace compared to a few days ago, my third time running this week. My endurance has already improved a little bit since then, considering that on Monday, I went all out, running and sprinting, and my mile time was slower than today, when I just r...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 12, 2025

Was my face really just bloated all along? I look like I lost 50 pounds in a day. Lymphatic Drainage

9:17 PM All the before / after photos were taken today. There is a night and day difference. For the first time in 1.75 months I’m extremely happy taking selfies again. 9:35 PM The explanation for how this all works, is that I theorized I had water retention and facial edema from minoxidil. Even ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 9, 2025

Really need to get my life together

3:29 AM (of Monday, June 9th, 2025) Today is Sunday, June 8th, 2025. I'm really not consistent day to day. Yesterday (Saturday) I did all my brain training and did some physical exercises, today I just did some physical exercises but no brain training. The entire day today went by in a flash, not r...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 8, 2025

pudding alone gets awfully dull (pt. 3)

Saturday raid: “encouraging progress on adds” (we did not see anything new on adds) Sunday raid: “the glacier that hit the Titanic” (self-explanatory) So that was this weekend’s raid. I’m actually kinda warming up to Back to the Drawing Board. I think it’s pure Stockholm syndrome. I still maintain t...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - June 8, 2025

Back to Brain Training and Physical Exercising

11:47 PM Yesterday morning at around 6 AM, I went out with my dad to buy some Dandelion Root Tea. I didn't expect he would go along with it, being so early in the morning. I couldn't drive because my glasses fell out of my pocket and broke while on vacation in Canada last week, and it was so early ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 7, 2025

a growing relationship with books

BB has always liked books, but it’s interesting to watch his interest develop over time. At 12 months, he liked lift-the-flap books. He wasn’t that interested in the contents of each page; it was just another physical manipulation toy. He’d lift the flaps on a few pages at random and then be off to...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - June 5, 2025

Back to Working

12:36 AM (of Thursday, June 5th, 2025) I'm back home at my parent's place and working again. My sleep schedule is still a bit messed up, as I was on the west coast for a week, and even there my sleep schedule was messed up. The past few days I've been falling asleep at around 5-6 AM, and then wakin...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 4, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 11

Currently listening to: the noise of living in the big city (no music for today, guys) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After surviving the night with so many weird dreams, I woke up completely drained. I decided to skip my language class. I didn't feel good about it, but...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - June 3, 2025

Recovery IS Possible, I'm done fixating on this

1:56 AM The before photo was taken on April 19th, 2025, a few days after stopping minoxidil, the after photo was taken just now. Bare face in both photos, no moisturizer, no sunscreen, nothing. These are photos from a bathroom, I emphasized showing the glass door to show it was in the same room and...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 3, 2025

occult crescent (do not steal)

The difference between weekends is wild. Two weekends ago was action-packed. We went to the playground so many times and went down so many slides. We stomped on leaves, we watched birds and watered the plants, we threw Dad’s panda toys down the stairs, we jumped around the house yelling BOING BOING ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - June 3, 2025

Still Recovering From Minoxidil Nightmare

11:54 PM I went on vacation recently with my parents to Seattle and Vancouver, and I just suffered from mental strain the whole time regarding my appearance. The first set of photos is me today after I fully shaved, compared to a few days after dropping minoxidil, around 1.5 months ago. The second...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - June 1, 2025

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