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pudding alone gets awfully dull (pt. 3)

Saturday raid: “encouraging progress on adds” (we did not see anything new on adds) Sunday raid: “the glacier that hit the Titanic” (self-explanatory) So that was this weekend’s raid. I’m actually kinda warming up to Back to the Drawing Board. I think it’s pure Stockholm syndrome. I still maintain t...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - June 8, 2025

Back to Brain Training and Physical Exercising

11:47 PM Yesterday morning at around 6 AM, I went out with my dad to buy some Dandelion Root Tea. I didn't expect he would go along with it, being so early in the morning. I couldn't drive because my glasses fell out of my pocket and broke while on vacation in Canada last week, and it was so early ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - June 7, 2025

a growing relationship with books

BB has always liked books, but it’s interesting to watch his interest develop over time. At 12 months, he liked lift-the-flap books. He wasn’t that interested in the contents of each page; it was just another physical manipulation toy. He’d lift the flaps on a few pages at random and then be off to...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - June 5, 2025

Back to Working

12:36 AM (of Thursday, June 5th, 2025) I'm back home at my parent's place and working again. My sleep schedule is still a bit messed up, as I was on the west coast for a week, and even there my sleep schedule was messed up. The past few days I've been falling asleep at around 5-6 AM, and then wakin...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - June 4, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 11

Currently listening to: the noise of living in the big city (no music for today, guys) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After surviving the night with so many weird dreams, I woke up completely drained. I decided to skip my language class. I didn't feel good about it, but...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - June 3, 2025

Recovery IS Possible, I'm done fixating on this

1:56 AM The before photo was taken on April 19th, 2025, a few days after stopping minoxidil, the after photo was taken just now. Bare face in both photos, no moisturizer, no sunscreen, nothing. These are photos from a bathroom, I emphasized showing the glass door to show it was in the same room and...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - June 3, 2025

occult crescent (do not steal)

The difference between weekends is wild. Two weekends ago was action-packed. We went to the playground so many times and went down so many slides. We stomped on leaves, we watched birds and watered the plants, we threw Dad’s panda toys down the stairs, we jumped around the house yelling BOING BOING ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - June 3, 2025

Still Recovering From Minoxidil Nightmare

11:54 PM I went on vacation recently with my parents to Seattle and Vancouver, and I just suffered from mental strain the whole time regarding my appearance. The first set of photos is me today after I fully shaved, compared to a few days after dropping minoxidil, around 1.5 months ago. The second...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - June 1, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 10

Currently listening to: City Cook by Caravan Palace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The last few days were messy. I wasn't able to do as much as I planned to do. At least I was able to study as much as possible. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My health journey is still there. I feel pretty exhaust...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - June 1, 2025

humor, wa-wa, and sorting chalk

The evolving nature of humor:March 2025: farting noises = literal funniest thing everApril 2025: farting noises = mid. Situational humor is king. Specifically, the following scenario: BB lies down on the couch. “Good night, BB!” I say, lying down beside him. Then he pushes me off the couch. I land o...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - May 30, 2025

memorial day family bash

Big hype for the full family Memorial Day weekend bash at Mom and Dad’s house. I came down on Friday afternoon as usual; brother and co. came on Saturday. I’m sleeping in my actual childhood bedroom for the first time in years. A few years ago, Mom converted my room into the Ironing and Miscellaneou...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - May 27, 2025

Poetry: Fake lights

Journal clicking on the tablet to the rythm of rain. I did not miss you negative emotions, I wanted to forget and live peacefully. For a day. For a moment. For a second. Now all of them are back. A lot may say that I am overdamatic. Is that really that bad? Feelings are bad? I am a feeler. ...

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julisssa228 (Lvl. 9) - May 26, 2025

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