Captains log: day 8
My physical body is exhausted. I’ve slowed down a bit but have made a commitment to myself that I declutter at least one bag, shelf, table top each day and continue doing daily maintenance cleaning.. even while sickly, life can be accomplished, and still moving in a forward motion! Very very grateful for this realization. The illnesses don’t feel so heavy when I know I can still accomplish tasks.
AvenegSllim (Lvl. 13)
Captains log: day 5
Logging complications and confusion’s: not feeling extremely motivated about this table of mine. I’ve created a “project” with EASYYY dailies and I’m fighting it. I want it done faster. My ego hates time.
AvenegSllim (Lvl. 13)
Captains log: day three
Finally, after a week of working with Habitica, I’m finally understanding how it works in conjunction with ayearago.today! What an incredible system you guys have come up with! I live well below poverty, and have been struggling for many many years getting the help I know I’ve needed. Executive function disorders are devastating, and dominate an entire life if a person is being criticized, judge, and punished For having divergent behaviors, such as, what’s happened in my life. I’m finally finding that I’ve got answers to offer my daughter who is 16 and has identical executive dysfunction. I’ve spent the better part of 50 years trying to figure it out so that I could be of some service to my children. my family thinks I am difficult, defiant, a baby, too sensitive, all the things! Anybody with developmental neurological disability, understands that none of these things are true. I don’t function in a typical way, and forcing me to do so, has paralyzed me up until very recently because of this app,website combo! Absolutely brilliant! I am truly blessed🙏🙏🙏
AvenegSllim (Lvl. 13)
Captains log: day two
My space is coming along! I will include before photos, and upon completion, after photos. I cannot believe that this is working for me! I have been in a total burn out for more than three years and for the first time in many years, I feel like I’m the one in control of my space! Edit to add: I’ve included two before photos, and will add more as I progress into greatness
AvenegSllim (Lvl. 13)
introduction (50yo single female, possibly autistic and most definitely artistic)
This is a very new process for me. Although I don’t believe in self diagnosis, I do have a ton of “autistic” traits and am currently waiting for appointments regarding a diagnosis. My point is that life, and all its redundancies has always caused me significant burnouts, shutdowns and meltdowns. I’m 50 years old and lost my souls mate a year ago. I was with him for 10 years and married for 20 years before that. After his passing, I realized that these two men took care of a whole lot of the areas of overwhelm for me. Another thing that happened in my life was a complete shutdown, A total burnout, about a year before the pandemic shutdown. I remember this overwhelming thought that lived in the back in the back my mind EVERY SINGLE DAY. It was this “my clock is winding down. I am running low on energy and absolutely can NOT continue on even one more minute” and then I got sick. I was sick sick for two months and then ended up with multi-system damage that I’m still trying to regulate. Aside from all the trauma that went along with all this (losing jobs due to illness, no money food, a daughter who was sick too and now has autoimmunity also) I lost the use of my mind. I feel like it just shut down. It was brought to my attention that this all sounded like autistic burnout. As I began talking to my friends about this, I found out that many of them were diagnosed as autistic themselves. It’s almost a “bad” word in our society so they didn’t speak of it until I began running around like the mouthpiece I AM and shouted my questions from the roof tops. Anywho, my point is that I’ve never been given the opportunity to create and live a schedule of my very own. Because of this, I’ve never successfully managed ME, MY HOME, JOBS…. The only part I did get right was the raising of my children. But the only way I could do it was to ignore all parts of myself. It is like the neurological wiring isn’t strong enough to handle doing more than one major thing at a time in my life. I desperately need it a path to follow. That’s when I found Habitica. And Habitica guided me here! I’ve been on a two month streak of self care, home care, friend management, dietary management, chore management and time management… like, I really doing this this thing called life and in part, it’s because of spaces like this! Self discovery, and empowerment, combined with technology, is saving my life!!! Regardless of my diagnosis, it’s been through connecting to autistic communities, and apps like this that I’ve been able to rebuild (slow and steady) and validate the person I AM!
AvenegSllim (Lvl. 13)
CS50 Study Log
My Father has been worried about my current apathy and lack of motivation to do anything besides binge eating stories so he suggested I try Harvard's free online course on the introduction to computer science. This is a log tracking how far I get before giving up. You can also check out the course at this link if you're intrested: https://learning.edx.org/course/course-v1:HarvardX+CS50+X/home
Today I managed to fix a huge bug, but there is still more left. I want the sprite to follow the mouse at a variable speed instead of immediately. I had to figure out how to find the angle to the pointer and now I have to figure out how to do the actual turning part. It's a math problem and I'm re...
𝕯𝖎𝖆́𝖗𝖎𝖔 𝕮𝖑𝖚𝖇𝖊 𝖉𝖔 𝓥𝖆𝖑𝖔𝖗
Cartas narrativas escritas em linguagem interpretativa, contado no ponto de vista de personagens de Role Playing do Reino de Halicarnasso. Segue a descrição dos personagens, os colunistas do jornal: Siviero de Halicarnasso: Historiador, Arqueólogo de Mascotes, Mimético e Filósofo Cognitivista de Hábitos, Diárias e Afazeres. Atualmente, governante do Reino de Halicarnasso e âncora do Diário do Reino de Halicarnasso e Clube do Valor. Pomares: Um Metabrinquedo proficiente em Montagem de Personagens e perito em interpretar para serem retratadas como "avatares" que representam um determinado conceito.
Crônicas de Siviero de Halicarnasso - Âncora do Clube do ValorValor de um CaféNuma pacata cidade, uma jovem barista olhava para a sua loja cheia de orgulho. Ela sabia que o segredo do sucesso estava nas pequenas coisas, como a escolha dos tamanhos dos cafés. Oferecer uma opção pequena e outr...
Exercises
Tracking any exercises
Arms 25 curls each side - 10lb weight Legs 25 squats Body 15 modified sitting ab crunches
Books Read in 2022 Log
This is just for me and whoever else wants to see what I’m reading these days and what my ratings are of the books I’ve rated.
September 2022
- All Good People Here - Ashley Flowers
- Heartstopper: Volume Two - Alice Oseman
- Bridge of Souls - Victoria Schwab
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pokemon go buddy log
Fitness club all-stars: (1) Arazi the Haxorus @ 811 km, (2) Vincenzo the Noivern @ 693 km, Lord Frith the Tyranitar @ 626 km
Lemme tell you what I’m NOT grateful for today: it’s Deino Community Day. Niantic nerfed the Community Day time back to pre-pandemic levels (11 am – 2 pm) and also nerfed incense, and there was a thunderstorm the whole time so I couldn’t go out. I didn’t get a shiny >:| At least I’m not the only ...
Achaius (Lvl. 38)
pokemon rejuvenation
Playthrough of the fangame Pokemon Rejuvenation with my Wolvden pack members (and possibly other wolves) as pokemon.
Gym 4 – Narcissa [Ghost] – Level Cap: 35 Team:
- Castleberry the Pangoro – Descendant of Raubritter/Jack and the finisher for the Lightbringer squad. Scrappy (can hit ghost-types) & 31 attack IVs. He was our opener against Drifblim (Magic Seed + Unburden). First turn, Drifblim opens with Hypnosis; C...
Achaius (Lvl. 38)