It's just been another one of those days. I woke up at 8:30am, feeling run down already. I knew from the moment I forced myself out of bed to go to the bathroom, that it was going to be one of those days where I just sat in my chair, depressed and unable to do anything. I didn't even have the energy...
One of the most frustrating and hardest things to deal with when you have chronic fatigue (and other chronic illnesses) is the constant cost-benefit analysis you have to do for every activity. And it's not always as simple as "am I super hungry and my blood sugar is low enough I might pass out?" the...
So, here it is nearly 9pm, and I'm drinking a huge cup of coffee just trying to be awake enough to last until it's a decent hour to go to bed. And that's after taking a two-hour nap. I've been dragging all day again. Grocery shopping really wore me out. Woke up sore all over just from walking aroun...
There used to be a time when my husband would home from a long day at work, and I'd grab my lists and head out for a shopping trip. I'd go alone because it was my only break from the kids all month. If I had a little extra spending money, I'd make extra stops at fabric stores or other craft-type pla...
One of the newer symptoms/side effects I've developed over the last few months is sudden onset fatigue after eating. Every single time, no matter how much or how little I eat. I'm really feeling it now after eating dinner. It sucks because I can have all of these plans for the day and everything fa...
I'm finally feeling a little better. The 4th of July really wore me out even though I didn't really do much. I was so tired the last two days and forced to take long naps during the day that did nothing to help the exhaustion. But I woke up around 9am this morning feeling about how I normally do--wi...
Today feels like it has dragged on and yet has lasted forever. I woke up late for me at a little before 10am. Then again, there was a time I slept until noon or 1pm most days. I've managed over the last year and a half to move my waking time to around 9am. I now normally wake naturally between 8:30...
Yesterday was a busy day for me, and I got a "lot" done. Well, for me anyway. Did some dishes, started some laundry, cooked dinner, watched fireworks (which included walking up and down the street a couple times to see what was going on). I was pretty tired by the end of the day, but it was a good k...
Happy 4th of July to the Americans out there. Although there doesn't seem much to celebrate these days. I don't really care for holidays especially since my fatigue has gotten so bad over the years. I think it's because I have this picture in my head of what I want to do for the holiday, but then r...
I'm feeling a little better today. I managed to fill the dishwasher and throw a load of laundry in the washer. The dishes just pile up and pile up until there's no clean plates or cups left. With seven people in the house, we make a lot of dirty dishes. Then the family just fills the dishwasher wit...
So, I had a followup appointment with my new primary doctor today. It's been two weeks since my initial visit. The visit went as well as any visit, but in my mind, highlighted why I don't like doctors and just give up with treatment. I just feel like I'm not being heard. Or I'm ignored. My anxiety ...
I used to do a lot of stuff during the day. I have mini notebooks full of the chores I would complete every single day. Cleaning the kitchen, picking up after the kids, doing several loads of laundry all before lunch while taking care of a baby then cooking dinner and helping with homework. And duri...