For almost two weeks, my neighbors have been looking out for me outside their window, wondering if I am really "doing my homeworks". I don't know why I have to prove myself that I am doing my homeworks just because my parents are not around. They thought I'm not doing my homeworks just because I don...
Today was quite slow and uneventful. The weather hasn't been helping my pain or mood so lately I've just been laying in bed. I played through another short visual novel today which was nothing particularly special, just a way to pass the time. I skipped doing my morning workout and yoga. I haven't b...
I didn't make an entry yesterday because all I could think to write was how depressed I was. Well not much has changed since yesterday. I don't even want to get out of bed and ended up "sleeping" half the day and went to bed early because there seemed to be no more point in staying awake since I was...
I entered the chat just as numbers was saying, "I kicked newbie for saying uwu." "That's fair," said Dante. "That's a fair kick." === WE BEAT IFRIT WE BEAT IFRIT Can't believe we've been fighting this dude since literally July. Also, flashback to March 1, nearly eight months ago: [1:10 AM] K...
Weekly review 18-25 of October Whats wrong with me Lack of initiative, unmotivated, distractions (dota 2, malcolm youtube in general) that's how I would categorize myself these last couple of weeks, doing just precisely what I have to do, taking shortcuts, and looking for comfort in my life. I suck...
I tried going on a walk today. This was because the weather was perfect for the occasion: it was cold and foggy with a slight drizzle. However, by the time I got halfway from the garden to the forest paths, my cat starting meowing at me. It was a pitiful meow, the heart wrenching type. She wanted to...
So its another rainy day here in Wales on what is our second day of lockdown 😔🏴 Also we have thunder and lightning which i hate . So as the rain beats against my window I find myself sitting under a cosy blanket with my dogs 🐕 hopefully tomorrow be a better day Xoxo
I keep having a difficult time falling asleep and my days have been blurring together meaninglessly. The other day I was out of ambien and I didn't realize until it was too late, so I just had to deal with that. Somehow I still managed to sleep through therapy and miss it. I have my medicine now. I ...
From the festival by h.p. Lovecraft. There's a living description of a setting.
Recently, my parents have become SUPER intrusive and disruptive of my working schedule. I'm catching up on my late work fine by myself now that I'm back on my meds, but I can't avoid helicopter parents during quarantine, which makes every moment we have together tense. I honestly just want them to t...
Feeling loved Feeling embraced Sobered Alabaster Skin like gingerbread Skin like strong tea Weather-beaten
Well, it was really yesterday that I messed up. Well, more like over the last few days. I really do think I was manic now. Looking back, I lacked a lot of impulse control. For me, that means I actually wrote my real opinion about things in forums which is never a good thing. I've learned over the y...