It's almost artfight time! (Remember back in January when we were discussing summer vacation plans and I was like "preferably not in July because of artfight"? It feels like forever ago, those halcyon days when "summer vacation" was actually a possibility.) (Weirdly I don't miss vacation. I mean...
2020/06/27 Saturday Nothing much. We went Shopping and got toilet paper, rallador and a dinkel bread. But when i walked into DM the scanner startet to make high pitched alarm noises. I Always fear they think i wanted to steal something. The reason was the rallador we bought at Woolworth previously....
I got woke up this morning by my sister-in-law texting me. I couldn't ignore the insistent pings in case something was wrong, but it was just her barely coherent ranting out of boredom and I guess concern for one of her kids that got dumped. I think. Her texts are garbled so I'm not really sure. Th...
I took holiday for 4 days (Tuesday to Friday) as I was starting a higher does of Pregabalin. I tried taking 2 Pregabalin tablets in the morning and evening for the first time a few weeks ago , came off them then went onto another medication, Gabapentin. However the Gabapentin didn't work at all so ...
2020/06/26 Friday This was a strange day. We played games, at first "Der Wiederstand" and then we playd "Werwolf" but using the cards from the previous game because Laura didn't bring it along. We could go earlier after receiving certificates. The bus drive was strange, I became a headache and felt...
If there's one phrase related to mental illness that I hate more than any other, it's "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." I want to get violent any time I hear or see someone spout those ignorant words because my mental illness is anything but "temporary." Unless you consider ...
Today was much better. I get to read a book, finish the chores and bake my cookies. I feel much calmer too. Today I turned off the tv and have more time in silence or with soft music in the background. it was a calm and peaceful day. **here is a pic of the cookies I bake.
I found this journal site through a group on Habitica. Like I need more sites to keep track of. I already keep a daily journal at 4thewords.com which has been immeasurably helpful over the years, but I keep coming back to this site, wanting to use it in some way. So, I've decided to keep a (much ne...
June 17 – the upshot is, I miss being able to go get a shake during work. maybe I should buy a blender. a blender would open up SO many options. not just shakes, but fruit smoothies and frappes! June 18 – okay, looking at blenders on Amazon, there seem to be three main kinds: $20 mini blenders.&nb...
Today, wasn't that of a good day. It wasn't a bad day either. It felt kinda gloomy and empty. I think it's just one of those days we go through in life. This was the gift I made for my dad. I loved this picture and I miss those good old days as a kid. I was quite the tomboy and rebel; I caused qui...
Ok, so this one will need some explanation. The actual subject is crushes. Everyone has them sooner or later I guess, but as a little girl, I always felt above all that. Sure some boys were fun to play together with but I never felt anything special about any of them. In Bible class in primary sch...
I didn't do much today. Just normal chores; cleaning, cooking and laundry -but I love this ordinary activities. I was so busy in university projects and studies (and living in dorm) for years, that I miss this 'mundane' activities. I played with the kittens (three of them), and read a manga in the...