I stayed up a little later last night to prep some of the rat stuff ahead of time. I had a ton of blankets, hammocks, toys, and treats for my rats. Tony actually ended up waking me up when he came home because I ended up actually getting some sleep for once, so I had to hurry and ground and settle m...
I'm standing outside my house in the ruins of the once-thriving village of Tristram. The smell of death lingers in the air. As a powerful Sorcerer, I can instantly sense EVIL is around. I make haste to the church and find it is overrun with all manner of evil creatures; "To The Dark Dungeon!" I cry...
I didn't sleep very well. I kept waking up from nightmares, even though I started taking my clonadine again, they wouldn't stop. I started waking up around 2-3am, would fall asleep for another little while, and repeat. Some of the dreams were bizarre, some were violent, all were in some way either s...
10:24 PM 10:34 PM Today was another similar day to yesterday. Upon waking up, I just started recording myself talking to the camera. I worked on doing all my chores in the morning, all my strength exercises, and I got everything done within the first hour of being awake. Literally everything. I th...
Well... Last night I thought I was finally making some progress with food, so I took another anti-nausea pill and drank a meal replacement drink... Bad idea. The applesauce did not approve of this. I did manage to eat some more cheerios after that awful occurrence, which settled my stomach down slig...
I've been in a reading slump for most of the year and I'm trying to sort out why. My general feeling is that it's fine to cycle hobbies. If I'm preoccupied with something else that I enjoy, that's cool, my books will still be waiting for me when I return. But if I'm not particularly doing anything e...
Today Scott was supposed to pick me up and run errands. He said if I didn't hear back from him by 3:30 to call, which I did. He still hasn't replied, actually... I was a little nervous about leaving the house because I realized that Jena actually wasn't home. I thought I was actually completely home...
8:12 PM Today was a fun day. It was a fun day. When I woke up this morning, I just grabbed my camera and started recording. I recorded myself for the first 30 minutes of being awake, only 30 minutes because the battery died and I had to charge it again. I recorded myself cleaning up my "bed", washi...
JK. I regret NOTHING! Listen to these tracks in this order and something incredible will happen to you! YES! Magical Arrangement of obscure tunes of my choosing. How will you find these songs! *I've included links to the real "deep cuts" from bands that aren't featured on most free streaming service...
I'm probably past the point where I should be in the hospital. And this time I mean the regular hospital, not the behavioral hospital (I'll add a picture so you can see what I mean...setting the first pic as Koya so no one accidentally gets upset about how malnourished I am). Despite that, I keep pu...
10:21 PM Iyazo Today was a LONG day. Those kinds of days are good, it means a lot of events happened and I guess a lot of events happened today. I woke up this morning at around 5 AM, I had nothing to do for a few hours, I was waiting for the sun to come up so I could try recording a home tour vid...
8:23 PM Today was one of the best days of my life. I felt so fantastic and alive throughout the entirety of the day. Seriously. I had no cares in the world, I had an overflowing amount of energy, and I felt so happy and at peace with everything. I still feel that way right now, I just feel so relax...