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Mental Health Journey Day 5

Another day, another day. Or something like that More like another day, another nightmare. I had a pretty weird dream. But luckily, I don't remember it anymore. I went to my lecture and took some notes. After that, I went to the supermarket to buy some coffee and some vegetables. During my bus rid...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 15, 2025

Made it to 72 hours of fasting

2:14 AM The contract I made with myself in my previous entry was to fast for 72 hours, and if I didn't, I would abandon all of my life aspirations. So it was an all-or-nothing deal, that I would basically do everything I could to last 72 hours in fasting. Well I made it, I am now 77 hours into my ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - May 15, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 4 (18+ Only)

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 14, 2025

honse

Cirrus, the wind ancient, has been officially slated for May and a teaser image posted...and it’s a horse. It’s like 90% horse and 10% dragon. It doesn’t even have wings. I’m pretty meh on this. It’s the second ancient in a row that has been a dud for me, since I’m bleh on adult everluxes. (Big fan ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - May 14, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 3 (18+ Only)

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 13, 2025

chili oil

Around a week ago, I had a Costco tonkotsu ramen bowl for dinner. Instead of using the packet of chili oil that comes with it, I added Korean chili sauce. I left the packet of chili oil on the counter, thinking I might try it on potatoes at some point. Today, roommate got up for a ramen break. In th...

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Achaius (Lvl. 46) - May 12, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 2

Monday is the first day of the week. As my father would say, "How you act in the beginning is how you will act the whole time." He is trying to say that you need to start something. Consistency is the key. Today was the first day after a month when I was able to go to the gym. When I arrived at th...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 12, 2025

There is a time limit for everything, but it's also better late than never

3:59 AM So I keep breaking my fasts. I wrote in my previous entries that I would do this once and for all, just 100 hours, that's all. If I kept it up since the 8th, I would have been done by now, but I didn't. I gave up at around 48 hours in, and then gave up again after another roughly 18 hours. ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - May 12, 2025

Mental Health Journey Day 1

It's weird to write my first public journal. Usually, I don't talk about my health-related issues with anybody. I feel ashamed to talk about my mental health problems. The question is, why am I so scared to share it? I am listening few reasons I came up with:Bad experience with other peoplefeeling...

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Mysticochan (Lvl. 13) - May 11, 2025

Fasting Day 3

5:08 AM (of Sunday, May 11th, 2025) Today is Saturday, May 10th, 2025. So after making it to around 48 hours of fasting last night, I ate again. Although not ideal, my mind, willpower, and motivation weren't all in the right place, so I gave up fasting temporarily. I wasn't taking this as seriousl...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - May 10, 2025

Fasting Day 2

9:15 PM I'm 45 hours into my fast right now. I've been fasting since 11:59 PM of May 7th. Actually, I started my fast a bit earlier than that, maybe at around 8 PM, but I didn't start the timer until 11:59 PM. Sometimes I feel like giving up and just eating again. A few minutes ago I was feeling e...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - May 9, 2025

How do we prove light exists if everyone were blind? Sound if everyone were deaf?

1:37 AM (of Friday, May 9th, 2025) Today is Thursday, May 8th, 2025. Continuing from yesterday's train of thought about how people peak in their late teens and early 20s, Isaac Newton created calculus when he was 21, Albert Einstein published his 4 miracle year papers when he was 26. They both car...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 80) - May 8, 2025

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