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if you could do something dangerous just once without risk, what would you do?

bungee jumping off mount everest don't ask why I saw it in a dream once and I got massively hurt

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 18, 2023

teh sux, continued

Running off my fourth day of sleep deprivation, one might ask: If it was impacting my raid performance that severely, what’s it doing to my work performance? Well, at this point, it can’t be helped. I stayed up past 4 am last night working on my project before admitting that I had no hope of finishi...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Oct. 17, 2023

Another fasting day, got rated on photofeeler, played Beat Saber again (18+ Only)

1:59 AM (of Wednesday, October 18th 2023) Depressing. Well I have to hold it in. It might just be a symptom or effect or something related to fasting, but I have very strong emotions right now. It's a really strong emotion of heavy anxiety and depression. Playing Beat Saber again really broke me be...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 17, 2023

what song evokes the strongest memories for you?

.... (dun dun) hey, im Pablo (dun dun x4) my name's tyrone!! im uniqua im Tasha and my name is Austin and we're... YOURRRR BACKYARD FRIENDS THE BACKYARDIGANSSSSSS literally any nostalgic kids song brings me memories but THIS one. THIS HITS HARD.

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 17, 2023

a singularly resolute soul

My favorite wipe: During reductive rhomboid, newbie was supposed to step in a tower but he stepped on Carbuncle instead. Apparently they were both glowing so he couldn’t tell the difference?? With Saturday’s Themis reclear, we are officially done with Themis forever. Unfortunately, my play against A...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Oct. 16, 2023

Got a haircut, worked, exercised, great balanced day

8:47 PM I didn't spend much time on social media today. Probably like less than 1 hour at the most I think. I was so bored most of the day too, but social media was also boring to me. Everything on social media nowadays is about the Israeli-Palestine conflict, which has been going on for about 60+ ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 16, 2023

if you could meet one person in the world -- present or past -- who would it be and what would you a

i want to meet an old friend of mine. her name was julian. i think she was like a cousin to a pair of twins I knew (and still do today). she died somewhere during the 2nd grade school year due to sickness. i remember crying so hard that day. she was like my first genuine friend, even if we didn't ta...

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 16, 2023

Day 5 Fasting, walked outside for 5 hours

7:13 PM I will just write about yesterday in this entry. Yesterday, Saturday October 14th, I hung out with two friends. The night before that, on Friday the 13th, I just messaged a bunch of people in my contacts asking if they wanted to hang out or whatever. During this whole fast by the way, I've...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 15, 2023

where do I feel most loved

discord honestly and in my inner thoughts. yeah

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 15, 2023

a thank you letter to my body

hi body!!! it's me, gil. thank you for... being stable. physically, I mean. even if we sometimes experience mishaps like me accidentally overdosing on Tylenol and raising my heart beat, having a swollen foot that didn't really hurt but had to go to the children's hospital anyway for an MRI and stayi...

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 14, 2023

10 things I'm grateful for in this moment.

My dad - he takes care of me very wellMy friends - online and irl because they help me enjoy life moreMy sister - she makes me feel good sometimesHabitica - it's really helping my time organization and stuffMy headphones - can NEVER go anywhere without themMy phone - literally contains everythingMy ...

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gil (Lvl. 21) - Oct. 13, 2023

three cats and a stoat

I missed newbie’s Hokma suppression clear. He was streaming near midnight on Tuesday, and I figured he could potentially be there for hours, and I had better sign off and start preparing for bed. Then he cleared half an hour later and I MISSED IT nooo. Apparently he got green midnight. All my homies...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Oct. 12, 2023

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