I woke up today exhausted but with a new sense of purpose. I am prepared to manifest the life I want for myself. Hopefully I am not too tired after work and can make it to Karate. I want to get back to doing the things that keep me in shape. Lucas and I have gotten quite lazy but with him away I can...
HGR and I bet on the outcome of this week’s raid. Specifically, I bet we would clear (we were “pretty close” last week); he bet we wouldn’t. numbers, after Sunday’s session: “Well, you know, I feel like we got a little better at the mechanics today.” HGR won the bet. I bought him a pizza. Re-reading...
Why do I put myself down because of their expectations? What do I care what they think is right? I am happy, I am going at my own pace, I will get there without lying and making people feel like they are less worthy. I am worthy! I work hard! I do my best! I can't give more of myself then what I hav...
What a week it has been! Celebrated my birthday from Wednesday to Sunday. Spent Wednesday wandering around downtown with my boyfriend. We had a lovely dinner in the city, did a little shopping and went back to our hotel. On Thursday he wrote his Paralegal exam and then we headed back to the city and...
hephaistos-without-context.txt === meisnewbie: what is HGR’s favorite pixar film meisnewbie: wall-e luis: UP numbers: a bug’s life === meisnewbie: we both had a rear positional at the same time numbers: hot === The good news is that we’re done with Agdistis reclears forever. Dante got his brin...
its been a hot minute ! recently i found my entries on penzu.com and other journalling sites, so... that was a lot. 2020 me felt like she was going thru a lot LMFAO i guess she wanted to be different or something
I have been seeing a guy since December. He lives closer to my work than I do and so we kind of moved in together briefly. He is now moving back to his home country for a few months and I am left to move back in with my parents. Not such a big deal to live with my parents, but after all of the time ...
At the end of this week my boyfriend moves back to his home country for about 3 months. I am hoping to use this time apart to really figure myself out and get organized and meet goals. Work Related goalsMake more cold calls and go after more leadsMeet Sales goals monthlyBe more organized at workBui...
1 Peter 5:7 (NIV) Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. I've entered into a period of uncertainty in my life. Since coming to God and choosing the narrow path, I've changed a great many things. I quit smoking. I've worked on letting go of my sexual immorality. I'm trying to eat hea...
Job 7:17 (NIV) "What is mankind that you make so much of them, that you give them so much attention... Psalms 8:3 (NIV) When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place, Psalms 8:4 (NIV) what is mankind that you are mindful of them, human b...
At the moment, much of the pain from the past is breaking through again and coloring my everyday life dark gray and muddy green. This makes everything very exhausting.
11:25 PM Today was another good day. I don't have any regrets. I woke up at maybe 4 AM and maybe just browsed social media, maybe posted on Twitter a bit. Then my dad and I went out to the park to walk again. If I am being honest, I did not want to walk around and exercise, not today. I was too sle...