Today was a good day for me because I forced myself to do exercise which I was not want to do because of laziness. I am happy that I was consistent. When I was going home from the shop at the bus stop I see some students who are in high school. I started seeing my past that how I was not serious in ...
I slept through my first lesson, got up and went to the second. Got good results in a test, but my practice teacher highly downgraded me. She said it is because of my behavior. I took control of emotional state, and by the end I got -1 question and -1 test. Nice. But maybe I coused a rage , when I w...
Still exhausted every day. Hoping that will turn around once I am actually living in my new apartment. I think life can relax a bit once bf is home. He is quite possibly the sweetest person I have ever met. I mentioned to him that I had been feeling burnt out and he wanted to do something about it e...
Чтоб. Сегодня был интересный день. Я проспал Ду, опоздал, еле переписал. Аня пополсриила не опаздывать, дабы не сбивать ритм. Дальше бассейн, где я больше болтал чем плавал, после чего веб, который был на редкость интересныи, небольшая презентация, и после я пошел домой. Дома я полежал, покушал, и п...
I find that I am typically more anxious for certain situations than they ever require. I think I have a very bad case of imposter syndrome in which I never think any of the work I put in is enough. I have a bunch of sales on the go at the moment and have made more sales than a lot of the rest of the...
Found out sfot costs 5964 dollars. What the fuck am I going to do now?
11:57 PM I played WoW again today. I think I was level 20 this morning, and by tonight I got to level 31 or 32. I didn't play the whole day though, probably just 5 hours or so, maybe more. I need to check my /played time to really make sure. I got to level 20 in about 4 hours of /played time, so I ...
I wake up to find out that Israel won the fight. What a brilliant showcase of preparation. Rising up to the challenge and overcoming it. That has definitely influence me to some degree to rise up and be prepared. The key distinction is to be prepared and unless your a pathological liar, being prepa...
My grandfather was afraid of being alone. That's one thing I remember clearly about him. He was a strong man, intelligent and sound of mind. He always seemed unflappable to me, but that's because he always had someone with him. His third wife, Sydney, never sat right with me..she seemed selfish, str...
So after the other apartment fell through (the woman renting it is apparently in real estate but she appears to have just ghosted me). My boyfriend took his turn looking for places and we widened our search to include basement apartments. We found a place that will cost us a fraction of what the oth...
The daily grind don't stop. I encourage everyone to fight their demons. I have a meeting with my boss and the general manager, wish me luck. Also there's a team leader that is an ugly @!#@ bit## screw her and her authoritative attitude.