I wonder how many people are living with multiple versions of their self, reflected back on the group they're with at the time. I just wonder how many people actually know which feeling inside is real, and which ones are masks. After wearing them for so long, who can say? Exhaustion comes at the end...
HGR quit Lost Ark last night. I really didn’t expect him to be the first to drop it (though, to be fair, he’s clocked 300+ hours which is assuredly longer than I’ll wind up playing). There were a couple reasons. First, he was bummed there were not enough people to do high-level world content with hi...
Why do so many professors drink diet coke in class? Today I'm going to focus on turning in some late assignments WHILST staying on track of my current assignments. I have a paper I need to finish, and I need to study for a math exam on Thursday. Thursday is named after Thor (Thor's day). The air ...
I should really write here more. Y'all are so supportive, and I really appreciate all the comments you leave. :) This post is going to be a more positive update on my life. So last semester, depending on myself as an adult for the first time in my life, combined with the SA incident with my roommat...
Not much to say about last week’s raiding. Silver and GANON couldn’t make it on Saturday. On Sunday, the re-clears went well (I got 39% on P1S due to a damage down on temperatures 2, and 33% on the hippo), but our Phoinix pulls did not. We were all just tired, I guess. We only saw fountains of fire ...
I found the lost Ark! I beat the game! jk jk it turns out there are like seven more lost Arks scattered across the globe, so my adventure has only just begun. shocker I’m still having a lot of fun just casually strolling through the main questline. There’s been no grinding so far, but eventually the...
After a week of tossing and turning and waking up without being able to fall back asleep, I finally slept through the night again. That's because I got my meds filled yesterday so I'm back on my Ativan at night. I was kind of afraid it wasn't going to work anymore after my experiences the last week...
Finding a new doctor is so much harder than I thought. This new insurance has so fewer options than our old one. Of course, it does. The company my husband worked for finds the cheapest thing they can. Cheaper means fewer options always. Two years ago they switched to only CVS pharmacies. Yeah, my m...
Previously to toggle a journal entry as private or public, you had to enter the entry edit page and choose an option from the dropdown. To streamline this process, you can now just simply click on the journal entry's current privacy setting in your dashboard page, and that will toggle the entry's pr...
A new try to write every day. I have a lot of journals, but none of them I wrote in every day. I try to achieve that, I write in here when I don't feel good or just need to let my thoughts out. What am I grateful for? I'm grateful for my friends and my boyfriend I found in the new place I live.
Just finished the Thirain/Scherrit arc in Lost Ark. Basically, Regent Scherrit murdered the rightful king and usurped the throne, and the rightful heir, Prince Thirain, is trying to get it back. And of course Regent Scheritt is a terrible ruler (an oppressive tyrant, literally sold his soul to demon...
So, I had an appointment today. I've been nervous about this all weekend because I get nervous over everything. It had been about five weeks since I talked to my shrink, and in the meantime, I had run out of my Ativan but figured it was only a couple of days without it before the appointment so I co...