tw: suicide Edit: Wasn't gonna make this its own post but then it got long so ehh... (as written on 5/15, just after midnight, so excuse any errors I may have overlooked correcting). Today was hell. It's like everything snuck up behind me all at once and whacked me in the back of the head with a m...
Went to get my second vaccination today. This time I went alone, of course. It wasn't very crowded because at this point I think most people have been vaccinated in my area. Two people stopped and chatted with me about my Ghost BC shirt and I told them about the time I went to see them with Iron Mai...
I fell that in english I can talk about my feelings, I don't know why, but some way it doesn't seems personal, is just another history and whatever, I have trouble to talk about what hurt me. I think I never faced my grandma death and maybe, just maybe, all I did until I started talk with a therapis...
So I decided to check this site for journaling habits. I’ve joined this habitica group and they have part of the task is to post my journals using this site. I got curious and so here I am. I don’t know how to feel about posting something personal publicly, even if it’s anonymous. If someone i kno...
Tracked activity 69:53:12 Ecology Course 01:36:27 Community Ecology: Feel the Love - Crash Course Ecology #4 01:05:12 Human Population Growth - Crash Course Ecology #3 00:31:15 Games 09:20:58 TESO 09:20:58 Doing to-do's 07:50:44 Time r...
I slept the entire day after moving everything into storage. I didn't get up until like 6pm. My legs are still sore today. I should put some voltaren on them soon because nothing is really helping, so I'm pretty sure it's sore muscles. Although I've been running a fever all day. The only things I at...
Today I fertilized all plants. Also, I pruned peppers and delete almost dead ones. Plants didn't grow much. Only some of them:Tangerine [9; 5; 5] - the biggest one grows on 4 cm and another one on 1 cm.Avocado [12 + 2 sprouts] - stem growed by 9 cm. Cactus [10; 11; 15; 16] - second growed on 1 cm.I...
I had talked to my uncle about pushing back the time that we planned to move things. Ain't no way my ass was getting out of bed at 9am after packing until about 4-5am... Or so I thought. I woke up BEFORE my alarms went off and had to wait until 9 when the u-haul place opened to call. Good thing my u...
Today I had a lot to do. I had to wake up at a decent time because the person from community paramedicine was coming to do the house visit to check in on me, since MRSA has a high risk of reinfection. After that I had a tight amount of time to get over to the storage unit and check it out, because a...
I had a quiz this afternoon that I haven’t yet studied, so I studied while I ate my lunch. When it’s time to take the quiz, the first question didn’t have any choices below it, and the context of it was wholesome (you can see below the pic). As I scrolled down the succeeding questions, I was in awe ...
It deleted my entry. Again. Great. Love that. Where do I even start with today... I've been very tired since I was woken up at 6am and struggled to get back to sleep only to be repeatedly woken up ...but it's a hospital, that happens. Had to get up and bathe anyway and I did not anticipate how muc...
Damn it I had a whole post written up elsewhere that got deleted again. I think it's something with my phone... Anyway I was really irritated earlier in the day. I realized that I managed to sleep through having my vitals taken and blood drawn, which on one hand is good because I don't like needles,...