Gosh, I'm so close to finishing this semester, but I'm not sure if I'm excited or anxious. I've been taking 15 units while working two part time jobs, so I'm just constantly busy and feel like I barely have time to rest. I think I'm started to get burnt out. I've been feeling distracted lately, I ke...
Not feeling well. Hurts to even type. Those infected spots on my skin got really bad while my doctor's office was closed for the weekend. My normally very bony elbow (left side) has swollen to about the size of a softball. Because of that, it's difficult to bend or use that arm at all. I can't put a...
I've been waking up pretty regularly around 11am. I wonder if there's some kind of noise downstairs that happens around then that wakes me up no matter how late I fall asleep... I realized that Glitch was in the house last night and is staying for the weekend, so I've been making sure to stay in my ...
Today was hell. I got steamrolled into trouble again because things I said were taken out of context. That post I made about how ridiculous it is that my landlord is asking me for more money... Well, I didn't realize that they didn't think to bother checking paypal to see that I had already paid ren...
Freestyle # 1: Greatly was the fold. Penned in a state of heightened delirium by Reverend Stix. Greatly was the fold. The untold and the twice sold. This is the rarest of sleep gems. It resides on the back of a dreadful mind. Salt crusts on the edges where the sun missed. Redirected and since...
*A few tracks to compliment this particular playthrough: RX-101-Self Destructing Asteroid Super Furry Animals-Organ Yn Dy Geg Kiss-Seduction of the Innocent Fallout 4 Roleplay Plans: Character Name: Andrew Jackson Build Type: Evil Dictator/ Mildly Overpowered Uberman/ Time Traveler/ ...
It's a local tradition to have a freak snowfall in April. This year's snowfall came yesterday, but it was very halfhearted. I went out around 1 pm to find light flurries in the air, but no accumulation; everything was melting instantly. Winter is slacking. The timing was unfortunate, because today i...
Today was kind of all over the place. I had my 1st vaccine scheduled for today and almost thought the driver was going to bail or be late, but we were right on time. Tony came with me, so it wasn't that scary. The pop-up vaccine clinic was set up kind of like an airport with long lines leading to wh...
I'm gonna fucking scream I wrote up my whole entry only to get redirected to login :') Today was a good day. I woke up to a minor panic attack, but was able to get back to sleep fairly easily. I woke up again around 3pm to some messages from Tony. We decided to use today just to hang out because th...
I woke up a half hour before my alarm was set to go off today. I planned to stop at the pharmacy, then go and get my first vaccine, then go grocery shopping and head home. Of course, nothing ever goes as planned. I got up and did a simple 10 minute meditation, took my medicine, vaped a little, the u...
I wish I hadn't set my alarm this morning. It woke me up for church, but I just didn't feel like showing up today, so I didn't. I feel like if there is a God he would understand. I feel like they all pity me, but won't do much of anything about it. I didn't feel like telling them yet again that the ...
I'm so tired... I woke up at a reasonable time thinking that Tony would be coming with me to pick up my medicine and go grocery shopping today. I messaged him a few times and even though it's showing him as being online now he hasn't responded at all or even looked at my messages. So I didn't get to...