I've been in a reading slump for most of the year and I'm trying to sort out why. My general feeling is that it's fine to cycle hobbies. If I'm preoccupied with something else that I enjoy, that's cool, my books will still be waiting for me when I return. But if I'm not particularly doing anything e...
Today Scott was supposed to pick me up and run errands. He said if I didn't hear back from him by 3:30 to call, which I did. He still hasn't replied, actually... I was a little nervous about leaving the house because I realized that Jena actually wasn't home. I thought I was actually completely home...
JK. I regret NOTHING! Listen to these tracks in this order and something incredible will happen to you! YES! Magical Arrangement of obscure tunes of my choosing. How will you find these songs! *I've included links to the real "deep cuts" from bands that aren't featured on most free streaming service...
I'm probably past the point where I should be in the hospital. And this time I mean the regular hospital, not the behavioral hospital (I'll add a picture so you can see what I mean...setting the first pic as Koya so no one accidentally gets upset about how malnourished I am). Despite that, I keep pu...
Yesterday when I wasn't feeling so well I received a series of strange texts from my friend Scott. I think at one point there were like 7 in a row because I was either getting sick or fell back asleep, but it was all worrying stuff like "I'm sorry," "I gotta go" and skull emojis. I finally replied b...
The worst combination is feeling sick while hungry. I haven't been able to eat, though I can mostly manage to keep down my pills and water again which is good. The trick was waiting until my ambien kicked in a little bit, making me more tired and hungry, and then I would just eat as much trail mix a...
The Streaks feature of the Planner has been removed and replaced with To Dos being given the daily repeat feature. Now you can mark a To Do as being able to repeat daily, so that you can check it off today and when you log in again tomorrow (12:00 AM in your chosen timezone), it will be available to...
Why does having your own café always sound like such a dream? It's like a wanting-your-own-business starter pack. Truthfully, I also want my own café. It's such a silly dream, I know. Everyone wants their own café, how would I compete? Well the thing is, I don't want to compete haha. It's just a sil...
Today I felt incredibly sick. I was dry heaving, not having anything in my stomach at all. I guess I really am sick. Either from food poisoning or stress. I'm at a point where my energy and stamina is so incredibly low and moving around too much makes me feel ill. I can't run out my time here like t...
Good news: I did receive my $1200 stimulus today! I still have my fundraiser posted because every little bit is going to help me tremendously, but I felt with that a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I'll have enough to cover rent somewhere for a while, or.... more than likely just storage spa...
I haven't gotten much done the past few days. I'm running low on weed to keep me calmed down. Every time I close my eyes when I'm awake I see another nightmare of what could happen to me if I'm not accepted at either house. It's getting out of control. It's a paralyzing fear. Maybe it's just because...
2020/04/05 Monday Mean, there's alcohol in the cherry chocolate eggs :/ I think they should mark that more. I mean, one isn't allowed to drink alcohol until 16 or 18 or sth and these chocolate eggs are surely to be eaten by kids. I hope I'll find cherry chocloate withput alcohol and without chilli...