Phew! Finally this week is done. We just had our colloquium (which turned into a consultation) since there were some things that didn't satisfy the panelists. However, when the results were announced, our paper got accepted, but with minor revisions. Hopefully we could get it done and right this tim...
I feel weird. It's our colloquium tomorrow, and I don't feel nervous at all. Is it because I am confident that our study will fail due to lack of related literature? I don't know anymoree. My friend told me that if I'm not nervous, I might not be able to answer at all :')). If I'm really serious abo...
Today I took a chance on a book that ended up being a total teenage wet dream. Nothing against books for young adults and adolescence, but there are major patterns in a lot of these books that rub me the wrong way. There's the 'ugly/average girl turns hot and is now the envy of all' trope, which I g...
I've noticed now with online learning, I kind of lost my sense of discipline and energy. Procrastination and laziness got the best of me. Before, I was able to pass things on time. Now I find myself submitting requirements late. In addition, I am also unmotivated to do anything. This started last ye...
The other day I stayed over at my girlfriend's house as we had romantic plans for the evening. It was really nice, but I slept basically all day afterwards and I've been tired all day today as well. It's so cute, her husky Athena really loves me and refuses to leave my side whenever I come over. She...
The last month has been so hectic for me. Spring term started, my parents separated, my sister got a puppy, I rescued a feral cat (technically in January), and I have two part time jobs. I ended up having a breakdown about 2.5 weeks ago from the stress of it all. I feel constantly busy, but there's ...
I've started playing Slay the Spire. I had a disastrous first Ironclad run and died to the Champ in Act 2. After that, I had a successful run with heavy coaching from HGR. He recommended Fiend Fire. I was like "Do I really want to exhaust my entire hand? Is that okay?" but in fact, it was more than ...
february is a short month, but it felt extra short this year. it's really march again, wow Lucky Taro had two merle puppies! good job girl mmm sweet potato & cauliflower tots raging loop be ragin' (hi sheep! also lmaoooo badger) feels great when people compliment me on my den design lindsey sti...
It's 2:30 am and I'm alone. Sitting. Thinking. Over thinking. Picking apart every mistake, scrutinizing over every stupid thing I've said and agonizing over every minute detail. Reminding myself why I'm a shit. 'That was stupid of me. I'm an idiot. Why did I say that? Why did I fucking say that?' Ov...
I fucked up. I found the pro ana side of tumblr and clicked on the tag. I spent hours scrolling through the pictures. Fuck. Well, it's not like I had been going particularly well health wise... I hope the worst this will do to me is shock me back into my planned routine (eat more greens, go on mor...
I forced myself to wake up no later than 3:30 after going to bed after 6am last night. Looks like the same again tonight... Spent more time with Tony today. No energy... Really need sleep...
I've kind of fallen off track with a lot in my life right now so I am taking a few days to cleanse and reset and mostly just rest. I've been spending all of my free time with Glitch who is extremely extroverted, while I am extremely introverted. She seriously can't go longer than about maybe a half ...