Several days ago I started playing Wolvden and I'm unreasonably excited about getting to run a wolf pack. (Merry Christmas to me, I guess?) I wish this site existed when I was 12; I would've been literally obsessed. Meet the Sun Stealers: Rubicon (m) | pack leader | 261 stats | gray w/ white inver...
2020/12/25 Friday I had a headache and slept until around 2pm. Of course i had some potato salat at around 10am, but went to bed again after i took some medicine. Then [after i got up again at 2] i went to my sisters room. played acnl and the pokemon mystery dungeon demo. Procastinated. Started ...
Date - 12/25/2020 Overall Status -I've been better. I find myself alone and while this is nothing new now, I think the quiet and complete solitude is in fact getting to me. I love solitude and being alone and being able to do what I want to on my own terms... However the mental impact of this, after...
tw: self-harm I always have to ask myself if something I'm doing is more of a self-sabotage or not. I think keeping a journal keeps me more sane, so I'll use this until I find an alternative I actually like. I wish I could just write... My poor hands... I did find my compression gloves the other da...
Yesterday, for fun, I decided to try making a Megawatt-style log where I catalog and categorize every minute of my day. uptime (productive): [8:25] work 3:39 (holiday season so we're on half-days) reading 0:39 journaling 1:47 drawing 0:07 gaming with friends 1:08 walking 1:05 downtime (not producti...
Well it's been fun y'all but I guess I'm done here and need to find a better outlet for my journaling. I would keep a physical journal, but typing is much easier for me. ...Do I really want to go back to an actual blogging site like livejournal...? Not really. OneNote? Nah... I need something more ...
8:43 AM (of Thursday, December 24th 2020) Today is Wednesday, December 23rd 2020 and I took the day off work today. I told my boss yesterday in chat that I would like to take today off, but he never replied, never even went online. I think he is already on vacation himself. I was online on my work ...
12:15 AM (of Thursday, December 24th 2020) Today is Tuesday, December 22nd 2020 and it's the first day in a while that I went outside. When was the last time I went outside? Over a month ago? I don't even remember. Morning was fairly normal, I updated the previous days' journal entries, and then wo...
Yesterday I didn't have enough energy to finish my workout after all... I did my stretches and then started having hot flashes. After they settled I just went to bed instead. I want to work out today still, but again I have no energy. I used it all up moving furniture around and carrying things down...
8:33 AM (of Tuesday, December 22nd 2020) Today is Monday, December 21st 2020. Today would have been a nice day to release my CW project, but I haven't worked on that in a few days for reasons unknown. Well, maybe not unknown, maybe reasons of laziness? Why haven't I worked on that in a while? It's ...
Today I managed to wake up at a reasonable hour. I smelled really fucking disgusting, so I took a long, hot shower. I used my roommate's soap because it smells really good and they use my stuff all of the time, so I'm sure it's fine. I switched back to Herbal Essences shampoo because it makes my hai...
I made gingerbread cookies yesterday. They were really good. We usually buy a stale gingerbread house to build and make sugar cookies nobody likes. I used the sugar cookie cutters to make little gingerbread people, trees, and snowflakes. It feels nice to be able to break out of these traditions that...