My roommate woke me up around noon because Michael was ready to go to the dispensary. It had just started to snow when we set out. Traffic was somewhat slow because as soon as it starts snowing everyone loses their minds and forgets how to drive. Jena lent me some money so that I could get more than...
7:50 AM (of Wednesday, December 16th 2020) Today is Tuesday, December 15th 2020 and it was a pay day today. I woke up at around 6 AM this morning and I worked on productive things. I worked on my CW project and that went along well, I got some pages done and that was all good. I did a little bit of...
tw: self harm, disordered eating Today was a simple, lazy day. The other day all I did was sleep and today was still quite restful. I'm not sure if I've been fighting off an illness or if it's the depression and weather. I can feel the storm that's going to hit us already. It's supposed to be a big...
My next plot to get myself downtown is well under way. Nah, not really, I just need to go to the dentist. Last year, I got a cavity filled, and I think the filling's come loose; I can feel a hole in my tooth same as before I got it filled. I mentioned it to my roommate last Monday (the 7th) and he...
8:15 AM (of Wednesday, December 16th 2020) Today is Monday, December 14th 2020 and it was a fairly typical work day. I woke up at around 7 AM after getting 7 hours of sleep, which I think is a healthy amount. I make sure to work on productive things in the morning because it's so much harder to be ...
Do you ever get scared that people don't care as much as you do? I know it's selfish to expect a gift back from someone after you give them a gift, but as someone whose love language is presents and who is extremely self conscious, getting a gift back, no matter how small, feels like a guarantee, a...
I'm trying to make this holiday season more sustainable. I realized something funny yesterday; each year we make sugar cookies because of tradition, but we never like them and always throw them away. I'm not going to make them this year. I'm baking gingerbread cookies :) If y'all have any good recip...
8:34 AM (of Tuesday, December 15th 2020) Today is Sunday, December 13th 2020 and today was an exceptionally productive day compared to other Sundays. I spent five hours being productive today which is nice. This is what my timelog looked like for today: Physical 0:34Walking 0:34Intermediary 9:...
I've had an interesting past couple of days. The other day I dropped acid with my friends and was chillin on the porch. I always expected acid to be like whoaaa far out psychedelic colors, a kaleidoscopic experience, but it was mellow and nothing like that. I don't know if that's because of the medi...
I forgot the name of this website, so I haven't been able to write here recently. I realized that my mother has been directing my anger towards her actions and diverting them onto an easier target, my sister. I hate this. My sister is just annoying, it's my mother who's hurtful. She's definitely t...
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8:24 AM (of Tuesday, December 15th 2020) Today is Saturday, December 12th 2020 and it was an above average Saturday compared to other Saturdays. Sure, I did a lot of unproductive things today, but I also spent 3 hours working on my CW project, so that already makes it better than other Saturdays wh...