Yesterday was so busy that I did not even have the time to write a journal. I have to say that although it was busy, yesterday really got me excited about my job and my future again. BF and I had a really great talk last night about where we would like our future to lead and it is nice to see the wa...
The screw ups continue as yesterday I crashed another boat. Picture this, I've just crashed a $300,000 boat over the weekend, I am nervous but trying to power through. Getting in a boat now makes me shake uncontrollably. Not great when getting in a boat is literally my job. My boss has a "if you fal...
We finally had a clean run of Hephaistos 2. It was down to the wire; Hephaistos was casting the final Ego Death; all the veterans, who have seen this many times before, were like “it’s fine, it’s fine, just hit your buttons.” It was not fine. We got a 0.4% enrage. You hate to see it. “Technically, w...
Well... I FUCKED UP. Today I was supposed to be delivering a boat. The customer has spent a lot of money on this boat.... I crashed it. The customer was standing there watching. He drove 8 hours to pick this boat up and now he was unable to take it home and we will have to deliver it to him. I wante...
School Day Review We marched again during band class. The Apple Blossom Festival Parade is this Saturday! We had a sub in English and Algebra and both classes were pretty easy. In US History we learned some about Bill Clinton and George W. Bush. In Biology and Spanish, we had to do test-like assignm...
Last night was a bit of a rough night. Our apartment is nowhere near as private as we had hoped. The people who live above us treat the common space (a hallway we have to go through to get to OUR bathroom) as an extension of their apartment. They have two 8 year old boys who they decided the put in ...
Today, even though it was a school day, it was different because I had a band competition in Cañon City. I left in the middle of the 4th hour to the band room, where I waited a few minutes before Mr. Hammersmith (band director) said that the motor coach was there. A motor coach is a big, fancy bus w...
It's been a little while since I have written a journal. It has been a crazy busy week and it doesn't seem to be ending anytime soon. BF and I were supposed to move into our apartment on Saturday but unfortunately there was a problem and the Landlord couldn't meet us to give us the keys that day. Wh...
School Day ReviewI went outside again to march today. The class also did a B flat scale while marching, which was really, really hard! I definitely need to practice marching and keeping in step after school.The class finished reading chapters 13 and 14 of To Kill a Mockingbird and I turned my assign...
9:30 PM I had quite the productive day today. I wonder how people get anything done at all? Am I just a completely undisciplined total loser compared to everyone else? The past few months, have I wasted every moment of it? Did I even write in my journal during the days I fasted back in January? Did...
3:06 PM I've written some private entries but I still haven't been writing as much as I should have. Ugh. I wonder what changed? At one point a few years ago I was writing every day, and now not so much. I think it was due to really good and private things happening that I didn't want to write abou...
Another week, another office day. It was a two-cat morning (the orange tabby and white-and-orange cat were looking out the window in apartment #1; the windowside cat bed was empty in apartment #2). The theoretical max is four, but I’ve never seen all four cats in a single trip. Office is a ghost tow...