11th March, I went to city to meet my friend and while at it I also wished luck to my friends doing a play. Sadly I couldn't watch them perform the play because it was at 8:30 PM and so I'll have no way of going back home, usually when this happens I live at a friend's place but I did not prepare fo...
6:20 AM (of Tuesday, March 15th 2022) Today is Saturday, March 12th 2022 and it's my dad's birthday today. It snowed a lot in the morning today and it kept snowing throughout the day. There was a huge snow storm with everything being covered in snow and snow coming down from the skies. Unfortunatel...
6:10 AM (of Monday, March 14th 2022) Today is Friday, March 11th 2022 and today was another fun day. It's basically the same as yesterday (Thursday) but slightly different work tasks and stuff. Identical to yesterday basically, except I didn't run in the morning today. I only ran in the afternoon o...
8 March, I was so happy!! I almost got full marks in maths practical exam! I don't know where they'll cut my marks but I guess I may have done some mistake but still it's almost full marks. Wayy better than my last exam. After the exam I played a little bit of Counter-Strike again, to give myself a ...
4:33 AM (of Thursday, March 10th 2022) Today is Wednesday, March 9th 2022 and it was another long day today. I really have no more free time. This is like a first in forever, but yeah, I am genuinely busy and my mind and everything is fully occupied now. If I was busy before, which I sort of was bu...
5:13 AM (Wednesday, March 9th 2022) Today is Tuesday, March 8th 2022 and it was another good day today. I woke up pretty early at around 4 AM and I worked on yesterday's (Monday's) journal entry. I got distracted by some other thing and stopped writing my journal entry. The whole day was spent prod...
I don't know how to keep doing it anymore. I will turn 34 at the end of the month and all I want is to die. There is nothing good left in my life, nothing that I enjoy or look forward to. I spend most of my days fighting the urge to cry uncontrollably and harm myself just to make myself bleed. I spe...
8:41 PM Well I am like a week or more behind on my entries. I have to just write very quick summaries of my past days basically, because I don't remember them that well now. 4:28 AM (of Tuesday, March 8th 2022) I just woke up recently. I fell asleep after feeling so overwhelmed looking at the all...
It's been two weeks since my last appointment when I found out my doctor is moving away. Two weeks since I realized how limiting my insurance options are. It's been one week since I got back on my Ativan to help me sleep at night. One week of still waking in the middle of the night and not being a...
I JUST ACCIDENTLY CLOSED MY BROWSER AND ALL I WROTE IS NOW GONE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Anyways On 5th March, I went to watch a movie with my parents! The movie theatre we used to go before rona has been shut since like 2 years now. I guess it ran out of business because of the lockdown and ...
Raid went well this weekend. We agreed that we’re “basically” progging enrage (we haven’t seen it yet, but we did see devouring brand 2), and our damage is high enough that we should be able to win with a clean run. Next morning, HGR was poring over our fight log to determine our mitigation strategy...
5:52 AM (of Wednesday, March 9th 2022) Today is Sunday, March 6th 2022 and it's my first full day back in the states. I woke up with full energy this morning and I went outside to experience the cool cold air. I walked outside for probably 2 hours this morning. 6:48 AM (of Thursday, March 10th 202...