Several days ago I started playing Wolvden and I'm unreasonably excited about getting to run a wolf pack. (Merry Christmas to me, I guess?) I wish this site existed when I was 12; I would've been literally obsessed. Meet the Sun Stealers: Rubicon (m) | pack leader | 261 stats | gray w/ white inver...
2020/12/25 Friday I had a headache and slept until around 2pm. Of course i had some potato salat at around 10am, but went to bed again after i took some medicine. Then [after i got up again at 2] i went to my sisters room. played acnl and the pokemon mystery dungeon demo. Procastinated. Started ...
Date - 12/25/2020 Overall Status -I've been better. I find myself alone and while this is nothing new now, I think the quiet and complete solitude is in fact getting to me. I love solitude and being alone and being able to do what I want to on my own terms... However the mental impact of this, after...
tw: self-harm I always have to ask myself if something I'm doing is more of a self-sabotage or not. I think keeping a journal keeps me more sane, so I'll use this until I find an alternative I actually like. I wish I could just write... My poor hands... I did find my compression gloves the other da...
Yesterday, for fun, I decided to try making a Megawatt-style log where I catalog and categorize every minute of my day. uptime (productive): [8:25] work 3:39 (holiday season so we're on half-days) reading 0:39 journaling 1:47 drawing 0:07 gaming with friends 1:08 walking 1:05 downtime (not producti...
Well it's been fun y'all but I guess I'm done here and need to find a better outlet for my journaling. I would keep a physical journal, but typing is much easier for me. ...Do I really want to go back to an actual blogging site like livejournal...? Not really. OneNote? Nah... I need something more ...
Yesterday I didn't have enough energy to finish my workout after all... I did my stretches and then started having hot flashes. After they settled I just went to bed instead. I want to work out today still, but again I have no energy. I used it all up moving furniture around and carrying things down...
Today I managed to wake up at a reasonable hour. I smelled really fucking disgusting, so I took a long, hot shower. I used my roommate's soap because it smells really good and they use my stuff all of the time, so I'm sure it's fine. I switched back to Herbal Essences shampoo because it makes my hai...
I made gingerbread cookies yesterday. They were really good. We usually buy a stale gingerbread house to build and make sugar cookies nobody likes. I used the sugar cookie cutters to make little gingerbread people, trees, and snowflakes. It feels nice to be able to break out of these traditions that...
HGR and I were discussing the copotypes of our static's dps. numbers is obviously an apocalypse dps, jumping off the edge. Luis is a superstar dps (too busy being a superstar to revive people). newbie's the boring dps, and I'm the sorry dps. After a month-and-a-half hiatus, we are BACK TO RAIDING ...
Today was a lazy, restful Sunday. I got up for church and stayed a bit afterwards to chat with everyone (it's all online right now because of covid). I made an effort to remember today's parable because my memory is shit. and I do remember it because I remember thinking it sounded more like Bible fa...
Today started off a little different. My therapist recommended that I switch things up a little. I started today with meditation and noticed I had a more positive mindset. Honestly that probably is the only thing that kept me from having a breakdown later. I thought I was going to get more done toda...