11:04 PM The good thing about 24 hour vlogs is that I'm on camera the whole time, so I'm not tempted to do "that", and ruin my sobriety. It's been around 24 hours since I last "messed up" or did "that", and I already want to do it again. I'm an addict, this is my strongest weakness, the biggest pro...
I'm studying english and I think write about what I like is a good way to improve it. I'm sorry for any error I swear that I'm trying. I always liked computers and related topics, when hackers appeared on TV I reacted like "OMG I WANT TO BE LIKE HIM, THIS IS MY DREAM". Now I'm studying to build thi...
Hoping gets you no results, Action does"Most men make the error of thinking that one day it will be done. They think, "If I can work enough, then one day I could rest." Or, "One day my woman will understand something, and then she will stop complaining." Or, "I'm only doing this now so that one day ...
I sent pictures of one of my wounds to my aunt who is a nurse, asking her if I should go to the hospital. She said definitely yes, so as soon as I got up I showered and called a lyft. My lyft driver was like "Are you ok?!" And I'm like..... not really lol please take me to the hospital now thanks fo...
12:31 AM (of Wednesday, April 28th 2021) Today is Tuesday, April 27th 2021 and it was another day full of mistakes for me. The past several days I have been doing "That" again, the number one main issue and addiction in my life. I hate it. I hate it so much. I don't know why I did it first thing th...
12:24 AM (of Wednesday, April 28th 2021) Today is Monday, April 26th 2021 and today I attempted recording my vlog entirely in Spanish. It worked out okay, but I chose not to upload the video. Probably because I got lazy for the other days, and didn't feel like uploading those vlog videos either. I ...
Gosh, I'm so close to finishing this semester, but I'm not sure if I'm excited or anxious. I've been taking 15 units while working two part time jobs, so I'm just constantly busy and feel like I barely have time to rest. I think I'm started to get burnt out. I've been feeling distracted lately, I ke...
Not feeling well. Hurts to even type. Those infected spots on my skin got really bad while my doctor's office was closed for the weekend. My normally very bony elbow (left side) has swollen to about the size of a softball. Because of that, it's difficult to bend or use that arm at all. I can't put a...
9:10 PM (of Monday, April 26th 2021) Today is Sunday, April 25th 2021, and I didn't feel like doing anything today. When I woke up, I was extremely thirsty and my mouth felt dry. This is probably from walking outside in the blazing hot sun for a couple of hours yesterday. I mean everything dried up...
6:35 PM (of Sunday, April 25th 2021) Today is Saturday, April 24th 2021 and it was a beautiful day today. This was the day after my 24 hour vlog attempt, and so I felt a little free knowing I didn't have a camera watching me 24/7. Today I didn't do much. I recorded myself talking to the camera a fe...
8:26 AM (of Saturday, April 24th 2021) Today is Friday, April 23rd 2021 and today I attempted to do a 24 hour vlog. Starting at 12 AM, I recorded myself giving an introduction to the camera, and then 6 hours of sleeping. The camera was on, recording me sleep for around 6 hours. When I woke up, I ch...
I've been waking up pretty regularly around 11am. I wonder if there's some kind of noise downstairs that happens around then that wakes me up no matter how late I fall asleep... I realized that Glitch was in the house last night and is staying for the weekend, so I've been making sure to stay in my ...