tw: suicide Edit: Wasn't gonna make this its own post but then it got long so ehh... (as written on 5/15, just after midnight, so excuse any errors I may have overlooked correcting). Today was hell. It's like everything snuck up behind me all at once and whacked me in the back of the head with a m...
7:43 AM (of Thursday, May 13th 2021) Today is Wednesday, May 12th 2021 and the time is going by so fast. I wrote last night about waiting for a water utility bill to arrive just so I could finally use that to make a bank account and apply for a driver's license. Well this morning when I woke up, th...
Went to get my second vaccination today. This time I went alone, of course. It wasn't very crowded because at this point I think most people have been vaccinated in my area. Two people stopped and chatted with me about my Ghost BC shirt and I told them about the time I went to see them with Iron Mai...
I fell that in english I can talk about my feelings, I don't know why, but some way it doesn't seems personal, is just another history and whatever, I have trouble to talk about what hurt me. I think I never faced my grandma death and maybe, just maybe, all I did until I started talk with a therapis...
So I decided to check this site for journaling habits. I’ve joined this habitica group and they have part of the task is to post my journals using this site. I got curious and so here I am. I don’t know how to feel about posting something personal publicly, even if it’s anonymous. If someone i kno...
6:59 AM (of Wednesday, May 12th 2021) Today is Tuesday, May 11th 2021 and I had a gutsier day today I guess. Last night I was talking with someone and we eventually got to talking about Dr. Michael Greger who runs the Nutritionfactsorg YouTube channel, we talked about how he owned a treadmill desk ...
Tracked activity 69:53:12 Ecology Course 01:36:27 Community Ecology: Feel the Love - Crash Course Ecology #4 01:05:12 Human Population Growth - Crash Course Ecology #3 00:31:15 Games 09:20:58 TESO 09:20:58 Doing to-do's 07:50:44 Time r...
I slept the entire day after moving everything into storage. I didn't get up until like 6pm. My legs are still sore today. I should put some voltaren on them soon because nothing is really helping, so I'm pretty sure it's sore muscles. Although I've been running a fever all day. The only things I at...
9:28 PM Today was an okay working day. The morning was typical as other mornings, I just woke up, did my morning chores again, wrote yesterday's entry, and started working. People usually think that since I'm in the tropics, the weather here is always sunny and perfect. I don't think it is. Maybe ...
Today I fertilized all plants. Also, I pruned peppers and delete almost dead ones. Plants didn't grow much. Only some of them:Tangerine [9; 5; 5] - the biggest one grows on 4 cm and another one on 1 cm.Avocado [12 + 2 sprouts] - stem growed by 9 cm. Cactus [10; 11; 15; 16] - second growed on 1 cm.I...
8:44 AM (of Monday, May 10th 2021) Today is Sunday, May 9th 2021 and I didn't do much today. In the morning I did some of the basic chores such as cleaning up my sleeping area, washing dishes, and doing my normal strength workouts. That was pretty much my whole day right there. The rest of the tim...
I had talked to my uncle about pushing back the time that we planned to move things. Ain't no way my ass was getting out of bed at 9am after packing until about 4-5am... Or so I thought. I woke up BEFORE my alarms went off and had to wait until 9 when the u-haul place opened to call. Good thing my u...