This week was very hard due to preparation for the wedding. This day was 30.04.2021 so this day wasn't tracked at all. Also, I come back for sleep tracking. I hope, I wouldn't forget to turn it on :) Last week I tracked sleeping time twice at it took:5 hours 8 minutes 29/044 hours 11 min 01/05I've r...
8:08 AM (of Tuesday, May 4th 2021) Today is Sunday, May 2nd 2021 and it was another normal day. I don't remember much in the morning, I think I mainly just browsed Facebook and talked to people there. I really don't remember much prior to going to the mall, because those moments were the same as ev...
Welp. Apparently I'm not supposed to even walk to the bathroom with an IV in my foot like the nurses have been having me do 🙄 Now it really hurts to put the medicine in. They couldn't even do a flush of the IV, and they're worried about damage to my foot... They said something about an ultrasound (I...
10:19 AM (of Sunday, May 2nd 2021) Today is Saturday, May 1st 2021 and this morning I felt great. Actually I felt a little bit regretful because last night I messed up again, but that was April 30th, I plan on not messing up the whole month of May, fingers crossed. 10:19 AM (of Sunday, May 2nd 202...
Today concludes week 13 out of 15 for spring semester. It kind of feels like seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, looking at my calendar for the month I can see the end of the semester after finals week. I only have a few more assignments due for each of my classes. I'm feeling pretty good abo...
Update I wrote elsewhere so sorry that there's some overlap from yesterday's entry... After they realized both abscesses were still actively oozing an alarming amount, even after the one on the right was drained, they decided to put me under and I had surgery on both arms so they could clean them o...
Today was a somewhat crazy day.. well, it has been a crazy week honestly. I have been really struggling to stay on track, be productive, motivated, and getting my shit done. I'll try to summarize the cycle I seem to find myself stuck in often. Make a list or think of all the things I need to "get d...
7:52 AM I just woke up a few minutes ago. Today is the day I'm choosing not to take part in any form of entertainment whatsoever except for reading. No music, no videos, no social media. Last night before going to sleep, I gave a friend $300 so he could get a laptop. He has never owned a laptop bef...
11:02 PM I woke up at around 4 AM today and I had no plans for today except for work. I think that's why I messed up so badly today. I blew out my dopamine receptors. So yesterday I recorded my new 24 hour vlog video. It was a great day, I was standing up for over 8 hours, and I danced for around 3...
The other day I decided to go to the emergency room. They ran all kinds of tests. My C-reactive protein levels were over 100 when the highest it should be is 8. That could just be from all of the inflammation, but it could also indicate things like cancer (I'm looking at you, liver)... A lot of my d...
My roommate was experiencing chest pain on Monday. Long story short, we went to an urgent care center, where the doctor recommended that he go straight to the emergency room, so we did that. We were there from 7:30 pm to 2:30 am. (He's vision impaired and needs help navigating unfamiliar places, so ...
11:04 PM The good thing about 24 hour vlogs is that I'm on camera the whole time, so I'm not tempted to do "that", and ruin my sobriety. It's been around 24 hours since I last "messed up" or did "that", and I already want to do it again. I'm an addict, this is my strongest weakness, the biggest pro...