Today started off a little different. My therapist recommended that I switch things up a little. I started today with meditation and noticed I had a more positive mindset. Honestly that probably is the only thing that kept me from having a breakdown later. I thought I was going to get more done toda...
It feels like every week or so, someone in The Daily Journal guild asks "Should I keep a paper journal or an electronic journal?" I decided to compile some thoughts: Benefits of physical journaling: Cool notebooks! Cool pens! Can easily draw/doodle/sketch in your journalUsing a physical journal (i...
Today was all about forcing myself to do things that I didn't feel like doing. I went to bed too late last night and had to wake up early for therapy. My therapist recommended that I do bullet journaling, but I said I already journal and log everything, that would just be extra work for no real reas...
We got maybe 6" of snow, not very much at all. Friends of mine all seemed to have gotten more than we did here. Found out that my creepy stalker ex, Darci, had been in contact with my other ex, Tori, who is still a friend of mine. She told me that they were asking for tarot readings and information...
Phew, I am glad to finish most of my deadlines for this week, and I still have 8 more to go. Honestly I'm pretty tired and want to finish this all soon. I've been sleeping late and sleeping less too, which is not good for me, 'cause I don't want to experience tinnitus again. I've just had coffee lik...
My roommate woke me up around noon because Michael was ready to go to the dispensary. It had just started to snow when we set out. Traffic was somewhat slow because as soon as it starts snowing everyone loses their minds and forgets how to drive. Jena lent me some money so that I could get more than...
tw: self harm, disordered eating Today was a simple, lazy day. The other day all I did was sleep and today was still quite restful. I'm not sure if I've been fighting off an illness or if it's the depression and weather. I can feel the storm that's going to hit us already. It's supposed to be a big...
My next plot to get myself downtown is well under way. Nah, not really, I just need to go to the dentist. Last year, I got a cavity filled, and I think the filling's come loose; I can feel a hole in my tooth same as before I got it filled. I mentioned it to my roommate last Monday (the 7th) and he...
Do you ever get scared that people don't care as much as you do? I know it's selfish to expect a gift back from someone after you give them a gift, but as someone whose love language is presents and who is extremely self conscious, getting a gift back, no matter how small, feels like a guarantee, a...
I'm trying to make this holiday season more sustainable. I realized something funny yesterday; each year we make sugar cookies because of tradition, but we never like them and always throw them away. I'm not going to make them this year. I'm baking gingerbread cookies :) If y'all have any good recip...
I've had an interesting past couple of days. The other day I dropped acid with my friends and was chillin on the porch. I always expected acid to be like whoaaa far out psychedelic colors, a kaleidoscopic experience, but it was mellow and nothing like that. I don't know if that's because of the medi...
I forgot the name of this website, so I haven't been able to write here recently. I realized that my mother has been directing my anger towards her actions and diverting them onto an easier target, my sister. I hate this. My sister is just annoying, it's my mother who's hurtful. She's definitely t...