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Fuck You

Edit, Context: Leaving permanently because justmegawatt is a raging homophobic vegan, won't listen when I try to explain what's wrong with his actions. I'm done trying to explain to someone so fucking ignorant how a cisgendered straight man saying "I sound gay" is homophobic. If you're straight and ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 9, 2021

End of Week 1

I overslept again this morning. I missed chapel and alpha class. I thought I had gotten up on time for therapy, but when I went online my therapist never showed up... I checked the email and unless they sent me the wrong time I don't know what's up. I met with my life coach, Mel, after that who said...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 9, 2021

Permission to Nap

Today I made the active decision to do nothing. Well... I didn't do Nothing completely. I just slept in as late as I felt like it because I already met my class requirements for the week. So I don't *have to* go on Thursdays if I don't want to, I guess? I would have waken up late anyway because I sl...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 9, 2021

Mall Adventure

Iccidentally woke up an hour early today. I grumbled and shut off my alarm without paying attention to the time and yeeted myself out of bed to get ready for class. I didn't notice until I was fully ready and just fixing up my vape stuff to take outside that it was not even 9am... So, fully dressed,...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 7, 2021

The Poor Man's College Experience

The past few days have been weird. Today was the beginning of my new routine. I've decided to keep skipping breakfast. There's not a ton of reason for me to have to be up super early and walk all the way over there for a cup of oatmeal and fruit. I have a few fruits lying around anyway since I have ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 6, 2021

Disordered

Ok so outside of the rabbit hole I went down was a whole entire Day that happened. I've been panicky lately because I ran completely out of my klonopin. I've been out for a few days now so it's out of my system and really affecting me badly. Unfortunately all I can do is wait for my psychiatrist to ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 5, 2021

Rabbit Holes

I don't really know how to say what I even just saw. Uh... I guess start with I decided to look up someone's username because it sounded Furry but like... he had seen me drawing furries before and didn't say anything, so I wanted to know What's Up With That and I stuck my fucking nose in a rabbit ho...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 5, 2021

Fireworks

I feel like a lot happened today, but also nothing happened. Generally not much gets done on the weekend, let alone on a holiday. Not many people were around, so I used the time to do laundry finally. While doing laundry we have to stay in the building, so I was tied up for a little while while that...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 4, 2021

Vibe Check

Lazy day because of the off and on rain all day. I definitely wasn't vaping out the window when a life coach knocked on my door to do a room check ahaha.... I told her honestly I Will Not Pass and she was just like well you just got here so I'll skip you then like??? Ya caught me while doing checks ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 4, 2021

Busy Thoughts

Too tired to do much of anything... I got a decent amount done today though. I skipped breakfast, so I went to the store hungry. Even so, I only spent like $38 and my food budget is $1500 (so I don't need to worry about food pretty much ever). Bringing back two big bags from the grocery store, up to...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 2, 2021

Day One - Rest

After everything yesterday I was exhausted. That said, I didn't fall asleep until after 2am. I woke up briefly around 7 for my alarm for breakfast, but I ended up getting sick, taking my morning meds, and getting back in bed. I was sleeping so comfortably that I ended up missing lunch and a couple o...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 1, 2021

Res

Today was exciting and very tiring. I woke up late and rushed around half asleep, but managed to be on time leaving. The morning was a blur honestly. One minute I was at breakfast and the next I was being talked to about being moved upstairs. That's right, I got accepted into residential today ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - July 1, 2021

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