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I'm done with these stupid games (18+ Only)

I am trying to enjoy every last bit of fall weather before it is gone and winter is truly here. I despise the cold, but most of all I hate the grey dreary wet socks weather. Something I have been working on lately in my self reflection and growth journey is learning to speak with my own voice. I s...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 8, 2025

Thoughts for today

I feel so unfulfilled lol. It's been 4 months ever since I graduated. I took my boards last September, and now I enrolled for a review to prepare for the NMAT next year. I actually don't want to pursue med lol. I just wanted to delay my employment so that I could still rest and enjoy before I work. ...

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s_t_4_r (Lvl. 27) - Nov. 8, 2025

Dopada a propósito (18+ Only)

Hoy desperté mal por mis pesadillas, fue fuerte y desagradable: soñé que servía en un sitio turbio de explotación s-xual, todo el sueño pensaba en cómo correr y arrancar de ahí, temiendo constantemente por mi vida. Desperté mal, me lavaba los dientes mientras llegaba mensaje tras mensaje del trabajo...

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Booky_ (Lvl. 15) - Nov. 7, 2025

The Carrot And The Stick- My Thoughts On Christianity (18+ Only)

Religion and psychiatry have a lot in common. I see both use the same manipulation tactics including gas-lighting, fear and coercion, and especially the carrot and stick tactic. Religion promises salvation through their god, psychiatry promises healing through their medications and psychiatric...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 7, 2025

daily jumble

A mess of assorted thoughts:My daylight savings buff has completely worn off. I woke up around 8:45 today, which is a totally normal time for me to wake, but it didn’t feel like sleeping in. It just felt like morning.Time is sliding sideways for me. Is it Thursday or Friday? (It’s Thursday, but I ha...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - Nov. 6, 2025

I'm So Tired of These Idiot Doctors (18+ Only)

I'm so tired of these idiot doctors. They are so set on demanding respect for their title. Why? Because they went to school for a long time? Because they spent a bunch of money to sit in classes and study? I'm not downplaying the difficulties of studying or medical school. But it's not like they su...

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rachelrae2003 (Lvl. 30) - Nov. 6, 2025

1er día de finales

Hoy he tenido unos cuantos examenes y la verdad es que no ha estado tan mal, lo realmente malo me pasó ayer por la noche, apenas dormí y me dio lo que creo que fue un ataque de ansiedad bastante grande, empezé a llorar y no podía parar, hasta acabé vomitando por llorar tanto, pero supongo que lo imp...

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max8888i (Lvl. 5) - Nov. 6, 2025

I Fixed My Smiling Issues

11:33 AM It took over a day of thinking about it and trying different things to figure it out. Why does my smile look so messed up on the left in the first photo? I thought this was my new smile forever, and my past smile was broken. You know what the solution was? To just smile all the way throug...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 77) - Nov. 6, 2025

Vínculos rotos

Hay gente que inesperadamente me agradó mucho, pese a ser tan diferente de mí en varias cosas. Con quienes pude desarrollar cercanía y algo de apego, pero que terminamos por no hablar al final. En algunos de esos casos la persona en cuestión tenía dificultades para expresarse, comunicarse, dar apoyo...

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Booky_ (Lvl. 15) - Nov. 6, 2025

Con frío y desánimo

No tengo ganas ni de charlar, no sé cómo subirme los ánimos, el frío y los días nublados me deprimen bastante, es muy probable que llueva de ahí. Tiempo atrás era al revés, pero porque me encantaba el sonido que hacía la lluvia en la lata del tejado, porque sentía la lluvia como una ducha que me qui...

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Booky_ (Lvl. 15) - Nov. 6, 2025

Pre-finales

al final he conseguido sacar casi todo adelante, no se ni como lo he hecho pero solo espero que mañana todo vaya bien y los finales me salgan bien, he estudiado y los he trabajado así que me mantendré optimista, lo más importante de todo es que solo quedan 4 días más y podre respirar, hacer algún ho...

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max8888i (Lvl. 5) - Nov. 5, 2025

#tree

Lately I’ve been making an effort to look at trees. Typically, I appreciate trees in a general sense: enjoying fall colors, picking BB up to show him acorns hanging from a branch, seeing a willow tree and reminiscing about the tree at my old home. But I don’t really observe trees. What do they look ...

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Achaius (Lvl. 45) - Nov. 5, 2025

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