I tried weed for the first time yesterday. I didn't like how it made my throat itchy. I had a lot of fun with my friends, but I am definitely getting edibles next time. I don't want to risk lung cancer anyways. I feel like there's still ash in the back of my throat. I had a lot of fun, it was my fir...
IT'S HALLOWEEN! fuck yeah. This is my favorite time of year. Anyways, yesterday I got a facial, this was my first time outside in what? 8? months. Don't worry, precautions were taken, like masks, gloves, temp checks, frequent hand washing and disinfecting, etc. The point is, I got some plant peel a...
An update - it started raining and I had to close my window. I'm lucky to have three windows put together right next to my bed. I can work on my bed and look out the windows at the dancing leaves. Well, they're running now, not really dancing in circles anymore. Sometimes I dream of my perfect hom...
Hurricane approaching today!! I LOVE this type of weather. It spooked my cat though poor thing. I had to bring in all the Halloween decorations and my pride flag, which I think I'm going to have to throw away, it's been releasing plastic threads, which can hurt birds :( Anyways, I'm writing this w...
The power cut out today. Some kid on my street ran outside and started yelling "freedom!" I got to finish my college essay though - I sent it to my teacher to help me get a stronger conclusion, but I'm basically done! It's raining right now but I'm going to go volunteer at my school in two-ish hours...
I wrote a letter to my friend yesterday! I used my new golden sealing wax to stamp it, which was fun. I'm thinking of sending her another letter soon, if only just to talk about the pitiful state of politics in this country. That is to say - the election is coming up soon and I'm scared it's going t...
I tried going on a walk today. This was because the weather was perfect for the occasion: it was cold and foggy with a slight drizzle. However, by the time I got halfway from the garden to the forest paths, my cat starting meowing at me. It was a pitiful meow, the heart wrenching type. She wanted to...
Recently, my parents have become SUPER intrusive and disruptive of my working schedule. I'm catching up on my late work fine by myself now that I'm back on my meds, but I can't avoid helicopter parents during quarantine, which makes every moment we have together tense. I honestly just want them to t...
I'm starting this because I'm trying to start the habit of gratitude journaling. I have read and heard a lot about the benefits of the practice and, as someone who has dealt with depression in the past, I will do just about anything to prevent myself from feeling that way ever again. Somehow, post...
Today, I was most happy when I got to scratch Pinky's chin. She was lying in a patch of bright sunlight on a little fake leather chair. When I went to pet her, she lifted her chin directly upwards and stared at me with happy squinting eyes as bits of fur floated around her halo of warmth. I do not ...
