1:38 AM (of Thursday, September 18th, 2025) Today is Wednesday, September 17th, 2025, and I am officially 32 years old as of today. No matter what I tried, I could not slow down time, and I could not prevent it from passing. No matter what I did, I turned 32. It doesn't matter who, time will pass b...
Hey, it's been a while since I have written an entry. It's been hard to keep up with things with my health declining. I did start therapy again for mental health recently, then I discharged myself because the company my therapist is through gave me problems about having access to MY OWN records. Bec...
just trying to keep up my streak before i head to bed. today was okay. managed to finish winding and organizing all of the yellow/orange yarn at work. we have so much yellow. it filled a whole bin >_> idk previous staff (and some current ones) keep ordering more yellow yarn. enough is enough. ...
My nickname is Pho and it's lovely to meet you all! I've been dream journalling on and off for 5 years. It started off as a way of trying to lucid dream and then kinda became a hobby because I enjoyed it so much!! This is my entry for today: (If you don't like aliens, don't read on) 15/9/25 - Mon...
I got a new phone. It happened like this: I used to pay for the family phone plan, but Dad took over and has been paying for the past several years. The other day, he was approached by a random AT&T saleswoman at Costco who was like, “Wanna switch to AT&T? We’re cheaper than Verizon.” Dad ma...
*just fyi, i refuse to capitalize in this journal. maybe one day i'll change that. just trying to keep it simple for my tired body and brain.* started this september monday with pain, unfortunately. thankfully it passed faster than it usually does. ate grits and bacon for breakfast, which definitel...
Currently listening to: My Ordinary Life by The Living Tombstone ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW: ED, depression, terrible body image ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My day was okayish. I have been playing my favourite game and after writing this entry I will r...
stayed in bed longer than usual this morning. played some idle games and then took a nap. the mega evolution pre-release event i signed up for was in the afternoon, so i spent about 2 hours at the local comic shop. i lost all 3 of my tcg matches, as expected. out of all of the mega evolution packs ...
7:56 PM The past few days were pretty eventful. I hung out with Eric and Gus again two nights ago, we just worked out at their apartment's gym and then hung out in their place for a bit. They work out all the time, it is no wonder they are fit, they are just constantly working out all the time, spe...
Roommate is officially concerned about me playing LD. He keeps saying things like “okay, have fun, but do other things too!” …am I really that typical Honestly, I think LD is just the shiny new toy of the moment and will soon lose its luster (just in time for inktober). The reason for the short suns...
Tuve la fortuna de encontrar un trabajo part-time y quedar directamente, ya me capacitaron y partí el miércoles oficialmente. Tengo el turno de mañana, así que es bastante tranquilo dentro de todo. Me habitué rápidamente, me gusta el trabajo y tratar con público, si bien normalmente prefiero estar s...
Currently listening to: This Wheel's on Fire by Siouxsie and the Banshees ~~~ I guess I am a person who has to deal with jealousy. Today, I will reflect on this. The first reason I can think of is the fear of replacement. My depression keeps telling me I am not a great person; therefore, I fear tha...