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Beyond Letters and Numbers

11:59 PM Aestheticism is extremely important. As someone who has developed video games, the graphics do not have to look like how they look. They can just be squares or circles, and just have a stat number to them like health and attack power. A weapon can just be a square, being held by a circle c...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - July 9, 2024

Harrison 1 (18+ Only)

Estrogen/depression levels: made myself cry three times yday thinking about John and Paul not properly valuing George's friendship and talent. https://youtu.be/1Ww5CDrVxmo?si=q34MWrrdL1PzLkiX Still no sun. Getting very afraid about the autumn. I can't go into it without some summer. I just can't fa...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 9, 2024

The Fifth Republic 1 (18+ Only)

The news coming out of France was astonishing, exhilarating. I kept having to get up and dance. When was the last time something good happened? When was the last time I believed something good could happen? The Fifth Republic might actually make it until August 2028 now. Only one more hurdle to go. ...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 8, 2024

Rest and Activism

9:16 AM (of Sunday, July 7th 2024) Today is Saturday, July 6th 2024 and it was a good and relaxing day today. I woke up with the intention of wanting to do laundry and clean the home a bit, and to take a shower. I somehow got distracted and was on my computer watching videos until 4 PM when Eric ca...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - July 6, 2024

Rain 1 (18+ Only)

Had to change into winter pyjamas to get to sleep, dug my jumper out of storage for my appointment yday. Fucking July. Jobs hub was better than expected but absolutely destroyed my morale anyway. In a daze afterwards, didn't come home for ages, would have gone back to bed if C hadn't been working ...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 6, 2024

Mainly Gym and Activism (18+ Only)

6:02 AM (of Saturday, July 6th 2024) Today is Friday, July 5th 2024 and let me just go over what I've done the past few days. On Wednesday, I got back on track with my dailies again. I walked for 5 minutes every 30 minutes, and didn't do any other workouts because my arms were sore from working out...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - July 5, 2024

Starmer 2 (18+ Only)

Very empty day yday, horribly clear and blunt intrusive thoughts. Don't I deserve, at least, a more florid set of harmful imperatives? Dungeon was a blessed solace, especially with the force of conviction from everyone about their solidarity, vote-wise. Beautiful of them and made me feel such relief...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 4, 2024

arttrail/dawnfight

who authorized Artfight starting a few days after the release of Dawntrail?? Dawntrail early access opened last Thursday. I’ve been barreling through this expansion by my own standards, playing several hours a day, which is to say that everyone else in the static is ahead of me, even meisnewbie. I c...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - July 3, 2024

Starmer 1 (18+ Only)

Terri's birthday today, she's off to Vienna. Must be a gloomy air there after having their story twisted so shockingly into disappointment by the excellent defending of the Turkish team. Starmer turning the big dial that says transphobia all the way up in the last moments of the campaign. Pointless...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 3, 2024

The Opposite of Distraction is... Traction

11:40 PM People think that the opposite of distraction is focus, but actually, the prefix "dis" means "not", so the opposite of distraction is actually traction. The dictionary definition of traction means to be moved by a pulling force. How I think of traction is the gain of movement and momentum ...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - July 2, 2024

Shed 2 (18+ Only)

Grey, drizzle on the way -- rain bad for cement. Hope the fenceposts aren't affected. Going well so far, tho. Old shed already gone. Day not bad in terms of applications, but 'what are the results?', says the night-time. Hard for the thoughts to not circle back to 'what if I never?', 'how much long...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 2, 2024

Shed 1 (18+ Only)

The shed is being demolished. The view from the desk is completely different. I literally can't imagine it looking nice out there. Since the plum tree died there hasn't been anything nice to look at through the window at any time of the year. Obviously, you expect these things when you live opposite...

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mischellaneous (Lvl. 6) - July 1, 2024

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