Artfight is over! Maybe. Probably. The site was down all morning while I was trying to post my last drawing, and lots of people were complaining, but Artfight staff refused to acknowledge the downtime let alone announce an extension, so I guess we're done. (edit (1:50 pm): They just announced...
2020/08/11 Tuesday 10:38: I'll start with the good today. Usually i'd always take bad *news* fist because then it can't get worse. But for today, it's not news. I started the day... Tonight I dreamt something strange again... not as strange as usual, but still strange because: I dreamt for the sec...
This what life s full of. Routine, monotonous tasks without taste or emotions. Like nice piece of pizza without any salt in the ingredients. That's why we go around looking for something, that salt that will give flavor even to those tiny tasks that we believe are so hard to endure, even when we fe...
Another quick entry, mostly because I'm so tired right now, I can barely stay awake. I can hear my bed calling to me. I got up early today--like before 9am. Haven't done that in a awhile. I didn't take a gabapentin last night and went back to the anxiety pills I was taking to help me sleep. I actua...
Today was a good day. I woke up earlier than expected and (as usual lately) couldn't go back to sleep so I got up to work out a little as a warm-up before going out today. My friend and I went and parked by a trail and took a bucket each and decided to clean up the trash that litters the sides of th...
2020/08/10 Monday 19:55: Nothing much happened today. I played a bit of Spyro, Maximilian wantde to play Nintendogs+Cats, although I guess it's because of the Cat on the cover it seems. But it was my mother game and she didn't play much so she doesn't have a cat. So I played more and he just watche...
I don't really know how to describe this week. In my job it was ups and downs, kind of stressing all the time though, but very rewarding. This job is making posibble my first big investment $5000 to $10000 in Bitcoing and Eherium should get a 10X profit at the end of the next year. Or not, whatever ...
Just wanted to get this done quick while my 10yo is telling me a Five Nights at Freddy's story (he was helping me brainstorm a fanfic idea) before we watch some Voltron. Not sure I'll have time after we're done watching so... Today went well. I didn't sleep again. Like tossed and turned all night. ...
2020/08/09 🍋 Sunday I slept pretty bad last night. A mosquito was keeping me awake, and when it wan't there for some time i couldn't sleep either. Once I awoke and was scratching my arm wildly, so i must have slept a bit, just not deeply. Also I dreamt something shortly. But now I can't tell where ...
FEAR The word itself is betraying and hard to read. We live in a world full of fearful situations that push us in the path of cozines and convenience where change seems like the enemy and challenges are a minefield that we avoid. Moreover, this fears of change and discomfort increases as we grow old...
I finally had that picnic with my 10yo that we've been planning for weeks. It was just too hot to enjoy being outside and then I had to babysit or I was just to fatigued or had an appointment or something would come up. It rained the other day, and yesterday, I was busy and tired. But today, despite...
2020/08/08 Saturday I woke up at 05:30, probably because of the period. Luckily, it's the third day, so i won't have any problem tomorrow. 17:18: Nothing much happened today. I looked at some bible verses as I'll return the books tomorrow, looked a bit for the third challenge which I created toda...