Or, a collection of lofty ideas. — My dearest, (as I had hoped to call him as I fretted over the term; as I didn’t call him for fear—damned fear!) I was out visiting family today and, when I found a quiet moment to myself, my thoughts could not help but wander miles and miles away to the boy i...
We're going to have our orientation tomorrow. The next day after that, we'll have our classes already. I'm not really hyped up with the start of classes, even if it's face to face classes. It's gonna be another school year, but online. I hope I would do well on my classes. Hopefully my wi-fi doesn't...
2020/08/22 🍋 Saturday 13:21: Finished math homework and upgraded my spanish folder. Eh... yeah, that's all that happened today more or less, it felt like more o.o 16:39: So, I finished the T-Shirt intoMINT Task :D I like how it turned out ^v^ 19:34: Played a bit flute, later we had to go shoppin...
I didn't get much done today, but I definitely felt a little better. More alert all day long. And that was after going to bed around midnight and getting up a little after 6am. I sat around my room until around 7:30am then decided to go make coffee. I immediately felt my blood pressure rise when I s...
Today I went hiking on a trail with a friend. There were a lot more people than we were expecting, I guess because it was such a nice day. For the most part people were still social distancing and wearing masks. We ended up leaving after going up to the observatory spot. It was a nice view, but bein...
A few minutes until ten as I begin, and I‘m frankly just glad the day is over. I woke up far too early. Five in the morning! The roosters hadn’t even started crowing yet! I definitely wasn’t in any condition to work, much less think very properly yet, so I simply spent some time relaxing with my ear...
Today will be a chill day. Which I'm fine with because I start college in 2 days so I need all the relaxing I can get. And tonight we will be binge watching movies and eating pizza for dinner while we are binge watching movies.
After about a week of feeling pretty good and having more energy, I'm back to just sitting around and spending half the day fighting to stay awake. I hate this. I tried not to hope and dream, but after a week straight of feeling better, I really thought the meds were working. Then yesterday, I could...
2020/08/21 Friday 06:30: on the way to school. The sky is red/orange and blue. And guess what - to my surprise There's a rainbow!! I don't see rain or direct sun. At first it looked like tuere was a line in the sky that seperates it a bit. But even if the colour is more red, i think It's a rainbow....
I'm feeling so overwhelmed. I made more phone calls today and took down more information. I made copies of my medication and contacts lists just in case... One of the people helping me look into resources has unfortunately found nothing either. I feel so lost. There's really nowhere for me to go fro...
nice words eudaemonia: conducive to happiness mauve: of a pale purple color liminal: of, relating to, or situated at a sensory threshold : barely perceptible or capable of eliciting a response : of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition superfluous:...
I missed a couple of days with recording down my journal due to moving. So it’s been a very busy few days. The movers came at 8 am and had everything packed up by 2 or 3 pm. They finished unpacking at the new house at around 2 am. It was a very long day. The following day was a whole lot of cleaning...