Today I'm going to my Mom's house when she gets done with work. Also not counting today I have 3 days until I start my first year of college. I'm really nervous to start college and I don't know how I feel about it all being online but oh well that's not my choice. I just need to believe in myself t...
8:44 AM (of Friday, August 20th 2020) Today is Thursday, August 20th 2020, and yes I am very very surprised at how fast the week went by. Honestly it feels like a Tuesday today. Maybe that's just due to my lack of activities, or sole focus on one activity? Anyway, yesterday (Wednesday) I entered s...
Yesterday was technically moving day for me. I moved most of my stuff into a larger storage unit and now all that I have at the apartment with me are the essentials and a few comfort items. I feel really alone right now. The emptiness and silence of being alone here are getting to me. I guess when t...
Today wasn't a good day. I think I might have messed things up by forgetting my mood stabilizer last night. I'm supposed to take it with dinner, but since we normally eat dinner around 5pm, the pills are causing me to be drowsy by 9 or 10pm and I don't like it. So I decided I would experiment with ...
2020/08/20 Thursday 12:32: We had VWL but i didn't have the book because the teacher wasn't there and i didn't know the one we had would do that. Someone made a photo and sent it into the class Group so we could work. Math was okay but we had to go out for some time to mrs. Schubert for the uh... ...
8/18 Finally decided to invest in fast travel. Made a jungle outpost (with pylon) and a dungeon outpost (to get the forest pylon, which I placed in town). I also got a mimic minion, which keeps japing me because I keep thinking I see a chest and it's literally my own minion. But it's worth it becau...
Just turned ten now, and Dvorak is on. ‘Romance for piano and violin, Op. 11’. It is the perfect way to transition from stark wakefulness to the lovely haze of dreams. The lilting piano, the sighing violin... Indeed, I am grateful for technology now more than ever for autocorrect is doing all the w...
Weekly review 9-16 august Alright, alright, alright. So, late weekly review. Not a regret but a disappointment (I have to stop writing "actually"). This was a very exciting week. I had really good days at my job, nice selling, and realized that I'm not doing bad at all in the first weeks so I...
8:23 AM (of Thursday, August 20th 2020) Today is Wednesday, August 19th 2020, how the heck was today a Wednesday!?!? There were a lot of bad things that went on today that I'll write about in a private entry, but yeah today was not a great day. It wasn't that anything bad happened to me personally...
Not much to report tonight. Still feeling okay energywise. I mean, it's not great. I'm not back to normal. I haven't started cleaning the entire house every day like I used to, but this is so much better. I spent the morning knitting then around 12:30 (after ordering pizza for my husband to pick up...
Almost ten past nine. I am very pleased to say that I will soon be in the habit of sleeping and waking earlier. In fact, I find myself drifting off right now, to what must be the strangest lullaby. Somehow, the intense, frigid pathos of atmospheric death metal is great with a hot cup of tea and a wo...
8:31 AM (of Thursday, August 20th 2020) Today is Tuesday, August 18th 2020 and it was the start of something bad. Yesterday was a practically a perfect day, but I ended up messing up, so I reset all of my streaks yesterday. Today I messed up again and I reset all my streaks again, and because I was...