I left the house on the 17th. Brett came around noon and he and Tony helped me move the last of my belongings to Brett's car and then to storage. I managed to get my food processor and Keurig back from Jena, albeit with missing pieces... I gave Tony a long hug goodbye. He said he misses me. I think ...
Today I did nothing. Woke up depressed, thinking about my last couple of days here where I can do whatever I want.... and I can't really think of anything I want to do. I mean, what would you do if potentially, hypothetically, you only had a few more days to live? I tried eating a few CBD candies an...
Tw: last 3 images are medical with the last 2 being of my stitches from surgery for bursitis and MRSA. I felt a lot better than I did yesterday and last night when I woke up today. I managed to get a decent amount of sleep and woke up sweating... It was nearing 75F outside, so up in my room it was ...
tw: suicide Edit: Wasn't gonna make this its own post but then it got long so ehh... (as written on 5/15, just after midnight, so excuse any errors I may have overlooked correcting). Today was hell. It's like everything snuck up behind me all at once and whacked me in the back of the head with a m...
Went to get my second vaccination today. This time I went alone, of course. It wasn't very crowded because at this point I think most people have been vaccinated in my area. Two people stopped and chatted with me about my Ghost BC shirt and I told them about the time I went to see them with Iron Mai...
I slept the entire day after moving everything into storage. I didn't get up until like 6pm. My legs are still sore today. I should put some voltaren on them soon because nothing is really helping, so I'm pretty sure it's sore muscles. Although I've been running a fever all day. The only things I at...
I had talked to my uncle about pushing back the time that we planned to move things. Ain't no way my ass was getting out of bed at 9am after packing until about 4-5am... Or so I thought. I woke up BEFORE my alarms went off and had to wait until 9 when the u-haul place opened to call. Good thing my u...
Today I had a lot to do. I had to wake up at a decent time because the person from community paramedicine was coming to do the house visit to check in on me, since MRSA has a high risk of reinfection. After that I had a tight amount of time to get over to the storage unit and check it out, because a...
It deleted my entry. Again. Great. Love that. Where do I even start with today... I've been very tired since I was woken up at 6am and struggled to get back to sleep only to be repeatedly woken up ...but it's a hospital, that happens. Had to get up and bathe anyway and I did not anticipate how muc...
Damn it I had a whole post written up elsewhere that got deleted again. I think it's something with my phone... Anyway I was really irritated earlier in the day. I realized that I managed to sleep through having my vitals taken and blood drawn, which on one hand is good because I don't like needles,...
Got in touch with a case manager at the hospital this morning and explained my housing situation. She's going to call around and see if any exceptions can be made to get me into a shelter (probably not...) She also gave me a list of low-cost motels around the area (unsure of the exact cost or if the...
Welp. Apparently I'm not supposed to even walk to the bathroom with an IV in my foot like the nurses have been having me do 🙄 Now it really hurts to put the medicine in. They couldn't even do a flush of the IV, and they're worried about damage to my foot... They said something about an ultrasound (I...
