Update I wrote elsewhere so sorry that there's some overlap from yesterday's entry... After they realized both abscesses were still actively oozing an alarming amount, even after the one on the right was drained, they decided to put me under and I had surgery on both arms so they could clean them o...
The other day I decided to go to the emergency room. They ran all kinds of tests. My C-reactive protein levels were over 100 when the highest it should be is 8. That could just be from all of the inflammation, but it could also indicate things like cancer (I'm looking at you, liver)... A lot of my d...
I sent pictures of one of my wounds to my aunt who is a nurse, asking her if I should go to the hospital. She said definitely yes, so as soon as I got up I showered and called a lyft. My lyft driver was like "Are you ok?!" And I'm like..... not really lol please take me to the hospital now thanks fo...
Not feeling well. Hurts to even type. Those infected spots on my skin got really bad while my doctor's office was closed for the weekend. My normally very bony elbow (left side) has swollen to about the size of a softball. Because of that, it's difficult to bend or use that arm at all. I can't put a...
I've been waking up pretty regularly around 11am. I wonder if there's some kind of noise downstairs that happens around then that wakes me up no matter how late I fall asleep... I realized that Glitch was in the house last night and is staying for the weekend, so I've been making sure to stay in my ...
Today was hell. I got steamrolled into trouble again because things I said were taken out of context. That post I made about how ridiculous it is that my landlord is asking me for more money... Well, I didn't realize that they didn't think to bother checking paypal to see that I had already paid ren...
Today was kind of all over the place. I had my 1st vaccine scheduled for today and almost thought the driver was going to bail or be late, but we were right on time. Tony came with me, so it wasn't that scary. The pop-up vaccine clinic was set up kind of like an airport with long lines leading to wh...
I'm gonna fucking scream I wrote up my whole entry only to get redirected to login :') Today was a good day. I woke up to a minor panic attack, but was able to get back to sleep fairly easily. I woke up again around 3pm to some messages from Tony. We decided to use today just to hang out because th...
I woke up a half hour before my alarm was set to go off today. I planned to stop at the pharmacy, then go and get my first vaccine, then go grocery shopping and head home. Of course, nothing ever goes as planned. I got up and did a simple 10 minute meditation, took my medicine, vaped a little, the u...
I wish I hadn't set my alarm this morning. It woke me up for church, but I just didn't feel like showing up today, so I didn't. I feel like if there is a God he would understand. I feel like they all pity me, but won't do much of anything about it. I didn't feel like telling them yet again that the ...
I'm so tired... I woke up at a reasonable time thinking that Tony would be coming with me to pick up my medicine and go grocery shopping today. I messaged him a few times and even though it's showing him as being online now he hasn't responded at all or even looked at my messages. So I didn't get to...
I stayed up a little later last night to prep some of the rat stuff ahead of time. I had a ton of blankets, hammocks, toys, and treats for my rats. Tony actually ended up waking me up when he came home because I ended up actually getting some sleep for once, so I had to hurry and ground and settle m...
