Hola! Yo hay acabado de comier algunos pastéis y pequeños redondos de queso y en mi imaginación yo navego en imagenes del infinitos salgados en queso fundido. Las comidas rápidas certamiente son una perdición, pero nosotros en aburridos refugiamonos en iguarias acompañadas de las salsas industrial...
8:14 AM Esto es my plan para hoy: 8:00 - Tengo una lección de español a 9:009:00 - Trabajar poquito9:30 - Caminar y hacer ejercicio10:30 - Bañarme11:00 - Trabajar1:00 - Caminar y hacer ejercicio2:00 - Trabajar5:00 Caminar y hacer ejercicio6:00 - Bañarme6:15 - Tener una siesta8:00 - Hacer tarea y ex...
The weekend is finally over. I no longer have to socialize, but the anxiety is lingering for some reason. I was okay most of the day, but now I feel on edge, and I don't know why. Nothing has changed since this morning, but the worried tension keeps building like something is going to happen. I hate...
11:20 PM Today has been absolutely banal. It was the most normal day possible. I didn't do much. I didn't even do "that", though I feel like doing that right now, I'm forcing myself to refrain. What I'm going to do now is just re-activate my old Facebook account and explore some chats on it again, ...
5:32 PM Waaaa 😭 why does everything have to end? I drove to the beach early today at around 8 AM or 9 AM, there weren't that many people there yet, so there was one or two legal parking spaces that I found, and I was able to park at a legal spot. It's really rare that there's any parking spots at ...
So today did not go according to plans. As if they ever do. All that work to get the house cleaned up, and almost for nothing. I ended up waking up early around 6am but feeling miserable because of this depression and fatigue. I managed to stay awake through lunch but could no longer focus on readi...
11:02 PM I woke up this morning at around 8 AM feeling a bit groggy. I didn't have any plans for anything today, except some Spanish lessons in the evening. My morning dailies involve me going outside and walking, but I didn't want to do it in the sun and heat. So I decided to go to a store and wal...
Is this really my passion?, but why does my heart yearn for another?
10:06 PM Does the past always feel like "the good old days"? I've just been reminiscing on those chats I viewed last night from 2015-2016. I have a direct quote on there where I said "2013-2014 were the worst years of my life" but now that those years are way long in the past, they don't seem that ...
I'm so tired. Today was the worst day yet with my fatigue. Each day builds on the last. I have no more spoons left. I woke up a little before 6am and couldn't fall back asleep so I just got up. I was too tired to focus on anything, though. At 7am, I made some coffee when I went to make sure my son w...
10:06 PM It's weird that I am in such a good mood right now, considering that just a few hours ago I was feeling pretty bad, a day ago I was feeling terrible (1/10 mood) due to private reasons which I'll write about in a private entry (and I also had to make a bunch of old entries private). A few h...
I can't get anything done like this. I used to be able to start cleaning at 8am and finish the whole house by noon while taking care of a 4yo and infant. Today, I managed to make some coffee and load the dishwasher in the morning but was too tired to do anything else until I drank the coffee. Around...