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Today, I ran an errand trying to get last minute supplies for my first pop up show. A local store service reproduction co, ended up giving me 11 tubes for free, where I can curl up my art prints in and give them to the customer that way, easy to transport etc. I was really happy, The lady that helpe...

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Warmishabelue (Lvl. 3) - Oct. 21, 2021

More Weight Loss, Thoughts on M1 Pro and M1 Max

9:15 PM (of Thursday, October 21st 2021) Today is Wednesday, October 20th 2021 and it was just another normal day today. I worked for a tiny bit today, but most of the time I was busy doing other things. In Spanish class today, we went over numbers. I practiced saying numbers from 100 to 999, beca...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 20, 2021

Insomnia Now

Okay, so it might not be full insomnia and could just be that I drank too much caffeine during the day. Either way, I was up all night. And I mean ALL night. Now my whole internal clock is out of whack. Despite all of the caffeine, I was tired all day, yesterday. I could barely keep my eyes open at...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 20, 2021

Enjoying Some Weight Loss

10:12 PM I haven't eaten in over 48 hours, since around 8 PM 50 hours ago. Still, I'm not allowed to eat anything until this Monday. I'm already very hungry. 6:14 AM (of Wednesday, October 20th 2021) I fell asleep shortly after writing that, and I dreamed that I kept on writing the rest of the en...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 19, 2021

My Employer is Extremely Accomodating

6:09 AM (Tuesday, October 19th 2021) Today is Monday, October 18th 2021. All my previous entries for like a week have been private. I've been dealing with some personal problems that are more or less nothing. During today's Spanish lesson, I talked with my tutor about wanting to quit work, and we w...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 18, 2021

Weird Anxiety Experience

So, I took an Ativan before sleeping last night because I'm just used to doing that. It helps take the edge off of any unease so I can fall asleep. And I had two left from the old prescription that I wanted to finish off. No big deal. Today was okay. I decided to try not to take anything. That's ea...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 17, 2021

Anxiety Down Some

I haven't even started taking my new anxiety meds, but the major anxiety that's been plaguing me has eased up a bit. I'm guessing that was all due to stress. Situational anxiety because I've been worried about my husband not being vaccinated and losing his job then having an appointment coming up al...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 16, 2021

¿Por que elegir BUENOS AIRES?

Buenos Aires es la ciudad del mundo  con un mayor ratio de bibliotecas por habitante; Según el sítio  lasexta, Buenos Aires cuenta con trecientos y cincuenta bibliotecas distribuidas po...

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Grifo (Lvl. 8) - Oct. 15, 2021

Appointment Update

I just want to start by saying I love this doctor. I've seen a few different people for mental illness over the years, but this doctor seems to really understand the inherent side-effects of severe anxiety. There was no lecture just some understanding nods and sad smiles after she reminded me that I...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 14, 2021

Asking For Help is Hard

Tomorrow is finally my doctor appointment. Of course, now my anxiety is up because I have to explain why, once again, I chose to suffer for weeks instead of contacting my doctor for some help. I just don't know how to ask for help. It took me into my 30s before I got professional help from my menta...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 13, 2021

Day Off Work

5:45 AM The water is sort of back this morning. There's a small trickle when I open the faucet, and I could finally flush again. I have blisters on my feet though, which make it hard to walk, luckily that's the only problem. I woke up pretty early today, and I'm full of energy again. I would walk f...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 11, 2021

One Better Day then Down Again

This anxiety is out of control. I'm nearly out of pills, but my appointment is finally coming up (on Thursday). I'm so tired of feeling anxious all of the time. I know getting a refill on my prescriptions will only help a tiny bit (one less thing to worry about), but it's something to look towards. ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 11, 2021

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