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I noticed the day of 2017 is just like The day of 2021! mysteries and strange 23/9/2017 23/9/2021 strange more 2+0+1+7 =10 23/9/2021 =2+3=5 =2+0+2+1=5 5+5 !!! different Not a same day! Hope from Allah gives me great Things and goals to achieve in my life.

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marshollow11 (Lvl. 10) - Sept. 23, 2021

frantic cleaning noises

This Sunday is my dad's birthday. He would have been 75, but unfortunately passed away unexpectedly in early June. My dad's only dying wish was that his ashes be mixed with my mom's (she died in August 2000). So my brother texts me Tuesday night to say he wants to come over on Sunday to do the mixin...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 22, 2021

Still Depressed

Mental illness sucks. You never know how you're going to be day to day. Especially with bipolar. You could be doing great, feeling stable and all that for weeks and then BAM, out of nowhere, you're depressed. Being manic can be scary, but at least it's usually productive. You tend to be more creativ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 21, 2021

Turned 28 Today, Existential Crisis and Everything

2:30 PM (of Saturday, September 18th 2021) Today is Friday, September 17th, my birthday! I turned 28 today, and it was basically just another regular day. I woke up, walked outside and did 3333 steps in the morning, 5 push ups, 40 seconds planking, 10 goblet squats, and 50 crunches. Using Habitica,...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 17, 2021

Anxiety out of control

It's just been one of those days when my anxiety has just been completely out of control. I can't pinpoint what's making me anxious. I mean there were things in the day I had to do to put my anxiety through the roof like mak a doctor appointment for my daughter, but that was a short period of time, ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 17, 2021

Depression Sucks

I made journal entries the last few days but opted not to post them publicly because they were just full of depression-fueled self-loathing and venting. Probably not the most helpful for others to read. I'm still depressed but feeling a little... less depressed? I had gotten into a disagreement w...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 15, 2021

Dropped Dad Off at the Airport, Living Alone Again, Using Habitica Again

9:24 PM I dropped my dad off at the airport today at around 11 AM, and I went from feeling pretty good to like this wave of depression hitting me as soon as I got home and realized I was going to be living alone now. I'm not really alone, since I live in a condominium and have a bunch of neighbors....

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 14, 2021

Day Four Of Habitica Journal Challenge

Finally started trying to make more friends and chat more on Discord. I'm usually pretty tired at this time so don't wanna do anything, but today I tried to say stuff, like a person :P I'm so awkward at doing that when I haven't chatted in so long, it feels like you just can't now for some reason. I...

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Kcollins12 (Lvl. 4) - Sept. 14, 2021

what time is it when an elephant sits on your house

Today, another update: It could be "weeks or months" before the apartment building is cleared for habitation. Also, the city has discontinued occupancy inspections for the other buildings in the apartment complex, meaning we can't transfer to any of them either. Great, just great. To get more of the...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Sept. 12, 2021

Day Three Of Habiticia Journal Challenge

Yesterday went to bed at 10 instead of 9 but still got good sleep though the point is to have a consistent wake up sleep time. Woke up around 8 but normally wake up at 5:10 on weekdays so wanna wake up more around 5-6, but 8 is still good I guess. I guess I just procrastinated a little so I didn't g...

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Kcollins12 (Lvl. 4) - Sept. 12, 2021

Day Two Of Habiticia Journal Challenge

I know I didn't post yesterday. I should've but I drank a bit and was basically to tired too. And I also drank a little tonight, so sorry if this sounds weird. So yesterday I worked from 8-12. I work administration in a medical office, mostly call list and some paperwork, so we leave early on Friday...

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Kcollins12 (Lvl. 4) - Sept. 11, 2021

Sleep Cycles

Ever since I got on this new med, my sleep cycles have been... interesting. Before the med, chronic fatigue and insomnia ruled my life. I would regularly stay up until 4am then sleep until my alarm went off at 10 for my son to do his zoom meetings. I'd have to force myself out of bed to unlock my p...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 11, 2021

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