Today I get the chance to meet and spend time with my siblings. It felt really nice to be able to meet them and see how they're doing. They've grown so much, but as a sister sometimes you still see them as little kids. I'm glad that they grow up and matured well.. And still have a bit of awesome c...
So, here it is nearly 9pm, and I'm drinking a huge cup of coffee just trying to be awake enough to last until it's a decent hour to go to bed. And that's after taking a two-hour nap. I've been dragging all day again. Grocery shopping really wore me out. Woke up sore all over just from walking aroun...
10:10 PM Homework and Sleep I fell asleep last night at around 12:30 AM, I was so tired and sleepy but I had to finish up my homework. I don't know what grade I'll get on that assignment because I was drowsy while doing it. The questions just did not make that much sense to me, and so I just answe...
A problem in the way I draw environments/spaces is that I make them too sterile and empty. I feel like this happens whenever I pick up a straightedge to do a "real" perspective drawing: Everything is rigidly straight and aligned to the perspective grid. Everything is carefully placed so it doesn't t...
2020/07/10 Friday 09:29: yay, Stephanie looked at my results from Yesterday and said it looks good 😃 But i made the second code more complicated than necessary 😅😂 13:12: So i began the plant Projekt. It's fun. But at first i made a mistake because i didn't pay attention when we made the code it se...
Well, June has gone and I really though that 1st of june was the middle of the year (what?!!!) Anyway, I stopped writing for over a month now and my life is a shithole right now so I guess it's better for me to just start wrrriting again. I had many things this couple of monts, a good friend my age...
Recently I tried to do digital drawing and it took me so much time! haha I did enjoyed it very much, although it was time-consuming, also challenging with me just using my fingers. I will buy a stylus pen soon and hopefully it will ease up my sketching process. This was a project I'm involved in...
There used to be a time when my husband would home from a long day at work, and I'd grab my lists and head out for a shopping trip. I'd go alone because it was my only break from the kids all month. If I had a little extra spending money, I'd make extra stops at fabric stores or other craft-type pla...
9:02 PM Waking Up and Last Night's Relapses Today has been a pretty good day. I relapsed a lot last night, four times, which is a lot and which I wrote about in yesterday's entry. I don't ever plan on relapsing again although the urge did come to me again today. I know the exact date and time my l...
Maybe I do need to fix my sleep cycle. I woke up at 8:15 am (I had to set an alarm for this) because I was expecting an important call from FedEx "no earlier than 8:30." Before quarantine, this would have been a weekend luxury, sleeping in. Now I feel like microwaved barf. It's 11 am, by the way, ...
2020/07/09 Thursday 05:34: i did not do so many tasks Yesterday! Good Thing i checked into the inn! Now i need to write yesterdays entry to an end. Had a headache and felt not good so i missed those tasks like reading. Or prscticing. I woke up at five, (handy Alarm) and started to do my daily time ...
7:50 AM Sleep I fell asleep last night at around 11:30 PM, maybe 12 AM actually, and I woke up this morning at around 6 AM. Yeah I need to sleep a bit earlier. I tried to sleep earlier last night but it took me a while to write last night's entry. Logs Anyway this morning I worked on my logs fir...